shut the door...

Is it u turn to me when u need someone.?.

I've always wondered why u run...

When ur alone is when u think of me...

We both know this is is not free...

I'd like to understand what it truly is...

To know if it's jus me or the attachment clinging to lips...

Is it not fair to say I was there being done for so long.?.

Or do u miss the way u know I won't do u wrong.?.

Safety.?.

What a short lived dream.!.

Maybe the fantasies are what drives u to feel...

Is it the friendship u finally realized was real.?.

Or shall we call it ur jus trying to let go.?.

Shaking off the lil bits n pieces left so u know it's ok to move on n truths shown...

Not liking the fact I was forced to walk away from the way u breathe...

I don't wanna confuse the true nature of the way u think of me...

Nor the roll I am to play in ur life as the go to...

Who is it I am to someone like u.?.

At a distance where I cannot tell...

U linger in the crowd as I'm still not by anyone felt...

Seems I've waited some time to know if u could reason with me as never missed...

Why is it u speak of me n act towards me two different ways of fitting in.?.

As ur words use me as someone u miss or some kinda shit...

Yet, the heart has been given the key in return for ur the same one that refuses to admit it...

Or am I wrong for thinking of what I heard from ur own lips...

How it's hard to be with someone else.?.

Of how u periodically wanna appear to be seen as no fucking help...

N how u shy away from what it is u really wanna say...

Priceless is the friendship u seek so u can feel better when u say my name...

Thing is u could tell me anything as if we were fam...

U heard me tell u we'd be strangers again...

So what is it u want now that it's done past the moment where emotion were claiming death.?.

That is if u have realized I cherish u as a friend...

Life only happens once as choices have be made...

Slits cut so deep snips freed this one to regain character enslaved...

How is it u wanna spend ur time.?.

Bothering me isn't a factor in whatever concoction you've stirred up in ur mind...

Who's to be gained n who is the owner of the heart ok with goin without.?.
You'll not once hear negativity come from my mouth...

Whatever the level of relations it is to be...
I stand as I've stood on who I am for u to forget I cared enough to haunt ur dreams...
Good wasn't even close to what vibes lost in the middle of finding myself...
Jus to be reminded of u as u tend to wanna talk as if words are felt...
I seen me in ur eyes the last time we met...
Into the texture of ur chest...
As life refuses to stop to entertain acts put on by the best...
Attempting to grab my interest...
Yet won't speak on the sole purpose that reaches out to be matched...
What's the catch.?.