Sitting in an empty room reflecting on life... Realizing how luv'rs tend to change their minds... As the time rolls back with thoughts that define who I am... Goin through memories with a smile on my face... Knowing I was there to take my place... The joy of how relations began truly tickles me pink... Goin through each every one as i think... Finding the good times will worth the moments captured for all time... And at one point claim them as mine... As chuckles send shivers up the spine changes faces through the yrs... Seems somewhere along the way I dripped quite a few tears... Yet I enjoyed doin what I've done for what I've gone through brings me here today... I can't say I'd accept the best without the stroke of pain... As there were times when it all feel apart I cried off on my own... Some was jus a shredding as others dug deep into my moans... N no I want always in the right by far... But I'll be damned if I didn't mean will add the turning wasn't in my heart... The coming n goin of friends still runs told across my mind... None in which ever made it past the fame of the hype... All having a piece that changed n transformed me along the way... Remembering the ish i took that left me cold n mental repeating names... Unable to luv due to I lost sight of who I am... Until this night as I went in tenders n seen my reflection in eyes in that I was supposed to land... Resurrecting the depths of hope to move on with how I've forgotten to do... I believe tomorrow my heart is gonna be in the loose... Having a good woman that helped awaken the sleeping giant within my own sighs... I went soft n now I think it's time to unwind... Free is what I finally feel taking a peek at the visions in my head... Here in the silence with the darkness touching my skin jus laying in bed... Willing like a small child rest for the morning to wake me up... Me I fell back in luv... Thinking at last i can feel again... As all it took was to reflect from the past to where I am... Telling my story as a good thing for I'm still here kicking around... With high hopes that the lil woman of my choice is the last to hear my sounds... I'm grateful for those who never pulled through bcuz they've all taken they're turn to help me find my way... So I to could reinvent myself n become the one who's untamed... As an individual with happiness in my heart... Feeling the giggles send ripples leave they're mark... I luv where I've been no matter the mood I've lived... I don't think there's anything wrong with loosening the lips... It wasn't all bad to tell the truth... I recall the good times that shook me loose... Grins rise to fall n that's jus way it goes... N I know now I'm on my way home... Into the arms of my best friend waiting for me to arrive... I returned from from dwellings working having to tell a lie... Yes, I took the images left over from what seems to be parts lives n made sense of me... N now I can most definitely live my dream... Content with how things played out for myself to evolve... Through the ex's my problems are solved... Freed bcuz without a doubt I don't havta hate anyone for a fucking thing... I came outta my own with no reason to play games... So goodbye for once n for all to what doesn't matter anymore... I found myself happy to walk away for the simple fact that I am no longer torn...
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