I've forgotten the feeling of home until tonight... My norm alerted by choices that forced the issue of losing out on life... Yet I sit here with my kids sound asleep n I smile from ear to ear... With a feel that was once misplaced as if lost to the world of the man in the mirror... It's a quiet night as I reflect on life at the age of forty two... Seems losing everything means nothing as materials can be replaced with something new... N it's the laughter in my heart that's found comfort in the return of who I am that matters the most... I am tickled to have a moment as becoming adults that have high hopes... With decoratives of seasonal holiday so festive placed in the memories of the luv shared beneath this roof... A mark of all time that dad bounced back before it was too late to make a move... Their trust is what I thought I lost by jus wanting to put together the best life I know how to live... N as I remember the times before the chaos that swept away the life we once knew now with a twist... I'm overwhelmed with a few tears this late in tge wee hrs of morning that I'm able to express... Gathering pieces of life n placing them where they belong passing the greatest test... We're hear together the way it was meant to be... Home is where hearts meat n family resides ever so free... I feel it again as my mind has come to realize I can be happy knowing mine are going to be jus fine... Waking with the morning to come with daylight to see their faces was a dream I believed got away from me as depths of my makings cried... I'm fortunate I never gave up so my babies could witness what it's like to come up from the bottom n restore the norm coming back to life... My all is here as walls collect what minds comfort that we'll cherish in the movement of time...
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