I can't start what will become of an end way to soon... Or even not early enough knowing the differences in between realities has a lil much room... To begin is to dig in to the qualities that trigger a deeper interest... So to allow relations that'll pass is becoming characters until time slips off the lips... Falling back into the same works once comforting the individual within without the inevitable evidence overlooked jus to try something new... I jus don't have it in me to force the issue to wrestle silhouettes due to luv'rs of past exposures in to screw the mind now on the loose... For every attempt there's an aspect of attachments as I don't even wanna fuck... It's a glitch in the makings of the trap thinking when legs spread I'mma fall in luv... As hearts have felt the reason of no thanks before anything could surface friends wanting so much more... There's jus no point in entering what will never transform into allowing jus anyone to reach for my core... As the consideration of who's who is the process of elimination that takes time n money in which I'm not willing to give... I'm jus me n all I every want to do is jus live... I've been with so many others I don't know the names not remember each n every one them other than when they say to come to my memories here n there... N as the few that did get in jus want any good for me so to say the least, let's keep it fair... My emotion is waiting on someone n it doesn't know who fuck they are... But best believe I'll know when they come around for the sparks give light up a fresh start... As patience the only thing my mind holds close so I'm not giving away what will go to waste... I've climbed the walls that whole in my chest n I ain't about to feel the pain displayed you my face...
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