Reason of fears...

How much of what we say would stay between us if we were to speak.?. In our moment as motion moved lips n sound reaches for the wonder if what kinda friend will come of trust... Who is it you'd be as I turn to carry ur name on my tongue flush.?. Would secrets remain as they do not closed doors as ears cannot hear what it is found within words to let u beneath the flesh.?. When can I count on u to be who I see no matter who's come around to ear drop on our interests.?. In the reason of fears of weaknesses being known, are u the type to keep calm n hold who it is I am in even if we part.?. I'd like to know u in a different way if it's possible to show u something to cherish within the heart... But I'm need to honesty to share with me the character you've become in ur own way... Weapons blurting out hidden depths aren't a factor by lying to me face to face... An I to be tucked away if release of relationship were be.?. Bcuz it's hard enough for me to luv as it is n ever harder to live free... To allow someone to crawl on in to the design which makes me the way I come... N all I'm wanting to believe is you'll take care of what u find within all the whispers that bounce off my back like meaningless lusts... U havta realize it's my breaths looking for comfort that wanna feel u half way met in a kiss... Confident that ur not the others spewing venom from a far jus to witness me cry from being dissed... What kinda friend are u if u are at all.?. Jus tell me so I can determine what this is coming to an end and pause... Unable to even move in slow motion as touch craves to be felt on... What's ur norm.?. When others appear in convo attempting to get u to submit an entry to their drama azz bs to talk... Can u be trusted as if one of the walls that surround us n our individual flaws.?. Setting us apart in this room filled with the joy of having what the real ones seek... How much are u like me if I let u see me n all my worn out seams.?. Is silence in the future no matter if we make it the distance or not.?. What is it you'd mute either way it goes so i can prepare myself for a decision to keep luv with u or skip rocks.?.