She asked what it was when I thought of her as she crossed my mind... I said pain without an hesitation bcuz I was no longer I... It was felt for she knew she hurt a friend in was no other could possibly break... As the truth was starte the record like ingress taken outta old frames... Then I heard, I'm sorry for what I've done, as the compassion was felt in her voice... yet it was too late for apologies that have no need in tongues nor empty promises that control the void... I believe she knew I was over the chaos caused by her own mistreatment of a true friend... As even she put relations behind her like an adult n called it an end... Looking past what was to the gain what will be... She replied to my chuckles at ease that I still do not mean hey no harm... His could I, she had given me the best feeling I've ever felt in my heart... N the worst to witness what to look for as luv'rs come n go... N I don't think she realizes what she did for me as we simultaneously cut the noose... As free was the times of I wish u what it is u seek... It was the moment I finally once again felt like me... Fill of hope n opening my eyes to better things to come along n feel a lil something worth the wait... As she to had moved on n was doin great... It's jus the way life goes at times when the rush hurries into passion a lil too fast... The jump was a plunge that answered all the questions needed to be known that I lacked... But she'll never know the man that walked away n what he became outta sight... N to me, that was fine... It was something I could live with bcuz the fiasco of allowing an other to show themself took so long... Beside her is where I was never to belong... As we went back to being strangers once we settled the mood... Having a moment to actually call on a well deserved truce...
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