another lost dream...

i waited for u in my dreams last night...

u never showed...

damn, i thought the one place you'd be was in the drifting away...

deep in the moment of having u on my mind...

i sat in my moans...

missing u n paralyzed n afraid...

i went under jus knowing u were gonna be waiting on me with a sigh...

i was wrong jus past midnight as la la land felt so empty n strange...

guess i shouldn't have figured you'd meet me there as it could've been us upon our throne...

 in our own kingdom, with our own rules opening the gates...

i jus wanted to see u n close the space in between our lives...

roaming, lost, wanting to fall in arms held by luv's claim...

i was beneath the surface looking down on my inner world n u weren't nowhere to be found in my eyes...

u never walked into frame...

no reflection touched my sight...

there was no hope to feel u in the depths of the heart said to be the true home...

 ur face would've made me feel as if i had a chance to be defined...

or maybe u were jus running late...

so i held on before a new thought came along to steal my visions that began to fade as if blind...

in a different kinda reality i relied on the feel to find u as emotions i wanted to unload...

escaping this life for jus a lil while so wasted time wouldn't be the highlight...

i slipped off in the late hrs of yesterday n i was alone without u to gain...

there was nothing in my head but darkness to be shown...

n i looked for the light...

i got lost in my own wonder of why there was only an echo of ur name...

with nothing but air to grope...

jus to awaken to an empty bed with the rain coming down outside...

it was all make believe jus to try to get close to u in my haze...

wanting to feel u land in my arms as mine...