Back to the norm...

It's the change that'll scare ones mind to be shook loose... After getting used to ones own way everything else is jus a loop... Always comin back to the basics trip is over running from the past... Somewhat on vacation from the normal every day routines for as long as they'll last... As tryin to reason with why should self switch up jus don't seem to have the appeal it once did... Lingering in life is one of the hardest things to do when there's no one to go home to as desires resist... Becoming comforted by a groove we jus used to know as if some prior time we've been to that reemerges to correct our faces... Only able to get out n about to attempt relations jus to fall back into place... Beginning n horrible endings all lead to one fuckin place every time the heart roams... N others become foreign to is giving up on it all while we continue to live alone... Lost to the mingling of wanting a friend other than self claimed... Yet found by self is the one mostly forgotten catering to luv'rs that throw luv away... Resulting in a more private way of goin on about our days is the singles that can only make believe there's someone to hold... Opening up to speaking words to realize no one truly gives a shit when the moment tends to a fold... Like we really wanna return the chapter where at the edge they let go... Feeling the descend arouse the birds taking flight to gain air beneath wings that flip a flap to truths being shown... So it's inward to the core n fuck everyone pretending to have honest depths... Relying on the one found beneath the skin as it's the only one that will ever be n the only one after the chaos left... Needing no one to come along n ease the mind for foes become of strangers fighting to get in to concur space... It's a thanks but no thanks policy so emotion will remain safe... Tucked away from eyes n unfelt by hands that cop a feel every chance they get... Leaving expressions to tell a tale of something once shared yet, dismissed...  Jus to be on to the next one waiting their turn so patiently sound... Dying slowly with the disbelief in others that create the worst scenerios waiting so proud...