I fear the interest that is more than likely to jus ware off... Seems the initial likings is cool until something when comes along... I ain't the one for pitty as the party isn't my style... But if I were to be honest, it isn't long I drive them wild... So looking for a friend jus ain't something I've been any to continue to do... From my experience they've all turned away at will n kept it on the move... Diggin so far in jus to give me back to a world not knowing what to do with me... Lost in some sorta fairytale when I jus wanna awaken from a dream... Laying in arms that to let go... U know, for once jus, not feel so alone... So yeah I'm afraid of what others pretend to be... It wares off n I'm usually the one who didn't leave... As it's the train I took off the expression of luv... No one likes anyone enough to give emotion a chance to truly feel the rush... Always claiming others are what they're looking for... Watching backs spin in to view as faces turn in the motion takes to morn... I'm horrified to lose another someone to me that I enjoy... I'm not trim to be like others jumping to the other jus wanting to fill the void... Fearful of the selfish wickedness that becomes of foes once kissed... As memories is a reminder everyday of what there is to be missed... Attachments suck due to they never last... Goin without is better than living in the moment before the pain accepts the facts...
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