When the heart wants...

Have u ever felt happiness truly touch the longing that claims ur heart?

Awaken the feeling it holds out for as that one person to mold what is to become a work of art...

Unable to resist their smile for it feels so fucking good to be alive...

Following them around in depths to be close enough to feel the find...

Within the texture touched as to feel its tenderness aroused...

Deeper than a smile can reach tongues hearing their voice out loud...

Making emotion tell the mind to fuck off bcuz it's found it's want after all...

Goin the distance sinking into the slip designed to take the fall...

True availability...

When luv'n someone new doesn't feel like chatting is when u know... As old emotions aren't felt for fresh ones to grow... Jus past the transition of relations goin taken to free to jus be... The transformation losses interest in old needs... Finding what is as life rolls days into and that actually care... When a friend becomes real in the presence of shared... Prior hopes fall short in the middle right in between what was n what is... As the thought never crosses the mind to travel through time jus wanting to live... It's when that one person takes lonely nights that's ok with how things are n gives more joy than expected... That's when luv is be invested... Having the simplicity of true availability to be claimed by emotion start... able see only them in the process of getting to know who they are that touches the heart... When they surface from the sea faces seeking the depths the swim... In that moment, life truly begins...

Turning pages...

There is no crease of u I wouldn't wanna see unfold... Nor a page left blank without our story to be told... There's pieces of u that are yet to speak... Fragments of details wanting me to free... Willing to write a new chapter that'll last until the end... Where words capture the magic of luv'rs that are true friends... As how I are defined creates a curiosity do willing to fall... Writing us in a way as if reading the walls... Listening the sounds through perfect expressions lived within luv... There's no limit to the tongue that wanna taste the ink takes to find the words of us... For the miracle written in our minds and before eyes... Rearranged in a way the same comes to life... As images emerge every letter placed together with making a sound... There's so much to become of the display aroused... Jotted down in passions trust form... As one in our own version of the norm...

The good times were worth every breath...

Most people reflect of the bad times at if to allow them to mold them... When it's the good times that does the capabilities hold what's been lent... As the digging into the memories is the worst place ever go... Not knowing that's only the negative mind still hating the feeling in being alone... There's thoughts that catch smiles with a chuckle that's given joy time to time... As they're shunned to exist as a piece of one's life... Afraid to admit the good moments were worth the heartache of truths that set them free... On another level of freedom knowing self a lil better than the everlasting daydreams... Embedded in the head as a fault instead of life... Unable to accept shit happens when things change before the eyes... Giving a new chance for fresh beginnings that mean more to worth coming alive n willing to live... Use is known within the tickle in the ribs... Shown through the images that created the passion we seek... Giving anything for the better to stay for once n put to rest the refusals of wants never turning in to needs... Aggravating there mindset die to no one seems every let go of what simply wasn't meant to be... Lost in the reality of their own lonely dreams... Unable to admit the fun they've had along they way by attempting delete the past... As it's a learning process to be remembered for life moves so fast...

In aww...

The crowd disappeared when I looked in to ur eyes... When I realized it was u I needed in life... Faces went into a silhouette sense like shadows shaped that could never be u... Others faded immediately once the wonder found sights upon a truce... N I haven't been able to look away since I noticed u were alive... I fell instantaneously in the middle of the very first sigh... Visualizing u in my arms became real to the touch of never letting go... My emotion awakened seeing in person who was on the other end the phone... Changed for a lifetime jus to witness ur heart beating with mine so fucking perfectly in sync... Wanted became needs the moment I felt u against me... Captured to be free as u come as the only way it should be... I'm so happy we decided to meet... To know who it was that sparked desires ready to be shown... I knew it was u bcuz I felt the reasoning hope... As u stood alone by stepping away from everyone else without even moving ur feet... U got to me...

Ur my freedom...

Babe... I need u... I've waited so long to know who u are... I feel u... I wanna smell ur scent... Kiss ur face... Hold u close... N whisper ur name... I want u in my life... So I can feel free... I've longed to touch u... To hear u breathe... Ur the pieces that complete who I am... The twinkle in my eye... Accept my luv n do as u please... U ease my mind... Ur the passion I've felt I couldn't release... The thought of happiness that caters to emotion... It's u I talk to myself about... Wanting to share my in unconditional devotion...

Without u...

Waking without u there's a sense of being n lost to thoughts of why ur not here... Wondering what it'll take to get u to awaken beside me everyday as my smiles cheers... It's empty without u laying close to the connection as if we're one... It's jus not same when ur so far away from me able to touch u with luv... This going without thing is creating a crave that feels the need to rearrange my life... Bcuz without seeing it actual face in person with my eyes is torturing my mind... I jus wanna feel u every morning so my heart can enjoy the finest thing I've ever felt... So u can shape my emotions without even tryin as I for u melt... I don't wanna go to bed anyone bcuz ur not waiting for me to cuddle u up in my arms... N it's hard to get comfy knowing ur somewhere else thinking the same thing wanting to take part... Seems I've met my match n I cannot have u the way I'd like... N that alone builds an ache that lingers within me bound n tied to my reasons of why... I miss u n these days that see goin by are goin without the memories made for us to remember as urs n mine... As the chill soon the topside of pillows even hell the void beneath the lights... I jus want I on my life so I can feel complete for once... Falling into nights where ur not jus on my mind rotating the images hushed... I wanna feel ur heartbeat with fingertips loosening the feel of ur skin... In a room where u n I can be ourselves n jus live in the moments again n again... But ur elsewhere wandering in it on head of how we can have the daily passion shared... Devoted to the truth of falling in to our own perfectly paired... As silence crawls the walls hearing self whisper in the pitch of black nothingness... Only when ur near me i feel the fifu affect of complete happiness...

at first sight...

knowing as eyes land... witness to the cling... drawn to the vibe... feeling ripples in the heart sing... in an instant life begins... redirected to make room to mingle... immediately opened without a fight... wanting to cater to the irresistible tingle... waiting on the find to come to a close... taking curiosities to a whole other level of mine... without a doubt of wanting the comfort... unable to resist the moment they come into plain sight... falling in a split second... from the start of need pulsating something different... showing self in ways no one else gets to see... all for the one to receive the motions intent... spontaneously craving to have more... rolling off the tongues honesty with a flip... twisting the mind into a mindset with new visions of trust... reaching for what emotion jus knows is the fix... leaning in for a kiss worth the pleasure felt... instantaneously n simultaneously at the look at first sight... dipping into passions awakened by a presence untamed... needing to be a part of the rest of their life... one jus reasons with the split second it takes not to think... as desires point at what the inner wait has gone without... acknowledging luv coming alive... telling the world out loud... stuck in a silent stare... listening to the sighs reaching for the the strings attached... as inward comes out for a lifetime of fun... mutually realizing the instant gratification the shows the obvious facts... ready for what's left of time together... feeling the romance come to the surface of expressions ripping through smiles so high... found... finally able to claim on both parts as mine.!.

Have no fear...

When it feels so good it scares u... N the opening finds a gapping whole so vulnerable emotion leans in to be used... The feeling in it's own that crawls with a linger is not to be feared... It's the rescue of the abandonment of desires put on hold that cater to the cheer... In a transition from solo to falling beneath the surface to take a swim splashing around in the makings of luv... Finding the moisture in the eyes are a relief as the beginning of good times to come... When it sneaks up n whispers names in the dark... As if the walls talk the the depths of the heart... Caressed in ways the skin creates sighs exhaled for the thrill of the motion... When the mind joins in on the fun is when being afraid isn't an option to claim devotion... Real comfort from an independent being wanting to collaborate on life... The passion alone jus wanted to come alive n live again before the notion passes by... Leaving the horrified thoughts of past moments for where they ended for once... Goin the ability to trust again so breaths can flow with the rush... When all that's needed is a wave interest to get things moving in the right direction... Two find reason in giving the long lost affection...

Owner of 💓's...

I'd rather luv u than fuck u... As I'd rather like u than luv u... Jus so i know I need u my life... So u know without a doubt, for u, I cannot hide... Being who it is I am... Falling further than the day prior to becoming a better version of the gender I hold labeled as a man... Gaining the thought of u play with all to myself... Ur the woman I've waited on giving trust some help... All in for u are my kind... For u I'll bare my mind... As I'll never ask for my 💓 to be returned for u are the rightful owner... As eyes look upon us like, damn, look at the way he holds her... ILU... I am the proof... U are the truth... We cannot lose!!! Leveled up n getting at it before time runs out... Please, tell how that sounds... I'd luv to know ur thoughts, whatever the mood... With YOU, I jus wanna move... Claiming ur own 💓 as mine... Climb inside n feel free to touch whatever fancies ur time...

Smiling on the release...

Sitting in an empty room reflecting on life... Realizing how luv'rs tend to change their minds... As the time rolls back with thoughts that define who I am... Goin through memories with a smile on my face... Knowing I was there to take my place... The joy of how relations began truly tickles me pink... Goin through each every one as i think... Finding the good times will worth the moments captured for all time... And at one point claim them as mine... As chuckles send shivers up the spine changes faces through the yrs... Seems somewhere along the way I dripped quite a few tears... Yet I enjoyed doin what I've done for what I've gone through brings me here today... I can't say I'd accept the best without the stroke of pain... As there were times when it all feel apart I cried off on my own... Some was jus a shredding as others dug deep into my moans... N no I want always in the right by far... But I'll be damned if I didn't mean will add the turning wasn't in my heart... The coming n goin of friends still runs told across my mind... None in which ever made it past the fame of the hype... All having a piece that changed n transformed me along the way... Remembering the ish i took that left me cold n mental repeating names... Unable to luv due to I lost sight of who I am... Until this night as I went in tenders n seen my reflection in eyes in that I was supposed to land... Resurrecting the depths of hope to move on with how I've forgotten to do... I believe tomorrow my heart is gonna be in the loose... Having a good woman that helped awaken the sleeping giant within my own sighs... I went soft n now I think it's time to unwind... Free is what I finally feel taking a peek at the visions in my head... Here in the silence with the darkness touching my skin jus laying in bed...  Willing like a small child rest for the morning to wake me up... Me I fell back in luv... Thinking at last i can feel again... As all it took was to reflect from the past to where I am... Telling my story as a good thing for I'm still here kicking around... With high hopes that the lil woman of my choice is the last to hear my sounds... I'm grateful for those who never pulled through bcuz they've all taken they're turn to help me find my way... So I to could reinvent myself n become the one who's untamed... As an individual with happiness in my heart... Feeling the giggles send ripples leave they're mark... I luv where I've been no matter the mood I've lived... I don't think there's anything wrong with loosening the lips... It wasn't all bad to tell the truth... I recall the good times that shook me loose... Grins rise to fall n that's jus way it goes... N I know now I'm on my way home... Into the arms of my best friend waiting for me to arrive... I returned from from dwellings working having to tell a lie... Yes, I took the images left over from what seems to be parts lives n made sense of me... N now I can most definitely live my dream... Content with how things played out for myself to evolve... Through the ex's my problems are solved... Freed bcuz without a doubt I don't havta hate anyone for a fucking thing... I came outta my own with no reason to play games... So goodbye for once n for all to what doesn't matter anymore... I found myself happy to walk away for the simple fact that I am no longer torn...

two for one...

in the middle of two women comin n goin... not knowin what either are doin... changing the mind for something new... forcing self tofind a groove... in luv with both in their own way... equally felt in the ways they entertain... held in arms that gave so lil in return... as back n forth took it's toll on walking the fuck away... being faithful to either without the other self jus couldn't do... two favs at the same time yet in separate beds that do more than move... no good for the matters of interests shattering before the eyes... having the best of both worlds fall into the fade of losin memories to life... too much became what is that jus isn't... gone like yesterdays decisions... finding peace on a different path as a one woman's man... willing to be happy bcuz one can... for sex is all there is in the end... as good as it wrapped curiousities had to contend with it... having multiple lips... four sets... two on face n two below the waist giving head... dripping with the lusts of having what is craved the most... leaving behind unrisen moans... with a new chapter to have more meaning than sweat sliding on bodies wanting to cum at will... as passion stood back up without an erections losing the thrill... knowing there would never be anything more than wanting to fuck... one will fall from luv...

hi...

i don't know how in the fuck i did it, but i did...

i tasted her lips... felt her touch... even heard her tell me things that found me in luv... 

without a single thought to even question it's purpose in my life... hi... that's all it took... n minds shook... hearts rode vibes in eyes speaking in tongues... n i hve no idea of what i've done... standing in the middle of the best emotion the heart has chosen as its comfort coming home... sexy n grown... on an other level in which i can relate... i got her to wave n the sunset displayed her face live n in the presence of what pulsates as us... i knew but i knew nothing of her... yet i trust her word... as she leaned in to me n fell as fast as my wall caved to be the one... in luv...

i want her in my life... as selfish as luv is i want her unused time... in my eyes i see they greatest expression that compliments me... someone who walks in m dreams n comforts me in reality... mine.!. i cannot hide... without no clue to the tilt that spun her head my way... for even trades.. allowing truths to be what they are... actually having a fucking heart... art class of creations 101... it would be unbelievable if i wasn't the one her cling squeezes as a must... shocking it is that curiousities have reason to believe no other exists... as she's the one who knows what i did...

reason in an emotion...

lay it on out there... lemme adjust my life to be ur teddy bear...

wrapping u in arms that only wan the best... ur heart needs not to feel dead...

unroll the carpet n watch me wipe my feet before i step to u... feel me move...

i'm not gonna be what u want... i'd rather show u reason in an emotion labeled luv...

jus put yourself on the line... make it worth the distance closed here creating life...

with no regrets to know i got u... opened to the rise of claims beneath the same roof...

give up the goods... the dog will lay at ur feet to protect u with every woof shook...

loyalty must come to a friend... tell me i'm the one that's not jus another trend...

imma only need the treasure map if u back out... due to i'd be lost on ur island of vows...

lead me not on to the terms of ur heart unless i can touch it... lusts truly ain't shit...

it's how u wanna come to me that decides how i react... n i feel it if u can be real n intact...

jus walk in the direction u feel is best... n don't put me to any tests...

beating the odds...

taking into consideration if a round equaled a yr... how many dings could u stand back up for when squints push tears... if u looked fear in the eyes n was unafraid... around n around wanting to go the distance bound without restraints... free to swing back n land in which the feel will be felt... dancing in the same circles jus a moving with the slide of the money belt... pleasing the crowd in between rings chimed so u know it's time to perform... on display for the world to claim u as its norm... fighting the odds of having the possessions that fed through blood... all for 5 minutes it takes in between to corner resting away from the action on the run... how deep are u willing to dig for the pleasure u seek.?. willing to take jabs at anyone thinking they have a chance to fulfill their dreams... as one or the other hasta fall back down reality eventually... at all costs distributing the pain that inflicts defeat at the ends that may or may not become a victory... with the usage of ropes confining the attempt to bounce back with a snap pissed at nothing at all... hitting nerves swollen from the impact as the face turns red in a moment to rub the skin raw... jus trying to beat the clock so the last one standing can cash in on the ten count coming from above... finding steps always moving for the angle it takes to stay away from the push n shove... beneath the spotlights point of who's better at the game calling next... taking the feeling outta ur opponents chest... bcuz if it's a battle is what u want i'll spectate from a far... watching ur legs get weary with every loss u take to ur heart...

can u.?.

can u hear it.?. calling ur name... my heart feels the rush... emotionally in luv... falling beyond the attraction... without a single distraction... can u feel it.?. sending vibes through thin air... trusting u to take care of my hope... feeling u as the one place i can ever call home... can u relate to it.?. wanting u wherever i may go... willing to go with u whenever u wish... as that one in a gazillion kiss... can u believe it's u i need.?. as a satisfaction guaranteed... moving with the language of ur body next to mine... easing every though in my mind... can u imagine the devotion.?. set into terms jus for u... written in the carvings of the hearts keep... as u make me a better me... can u dig deeper than you've been as of yet.?. going with the flow... opened to the understanding that i want no one other than u... as it's my own happiness given to u as the prof... can u accept u are felt.?. claimed the way words find actions... to enjoy something as real as ur own life... i wanna get lost with u in time...

friends til the end...

imagine if u will, sitting old n gray...

on the porch as the sun touches ur face...

as wrinkles draw lines of yrs gone by...

rocking the day away with the hands of time...

feeling a completion where luv fills ur heart...

happily content with how life has made its mark...

smiling with the comfort of emotions met...

having passions taken care of that aren't an asset...

claiming the earnings of plans played out...

listening to the wind blow the breeze of sound...

as the horizon lights up once again...
with a chance to enjoy the beauty over a lifespan...

accepted as is..

along side ur friend in me jus wanting u to live...

finding comfort in ur eyes...

forever claiming u as mine...

reasoning with the foundation of trust...

going the distance of still in luv...

with memories made to give the mind peace...

having a piece of the one thing that makes u breathe...

always hand in hand watching the display across the sky change...

as i say ur name...

chuckling bcuz it's u i have in my life...

hearing u tell me, ur mine...

Nothing to believe in...

Luv doesn't exist bcuz every one of them will say goodbye... Eventually emotions will wake up one day n be forced to cry... You'll never get what u want n that's jus the way it is... As passion feels good while it lasts yet loses the feel upon the lips... Pain is all that they leave behind for self to sort through... There's no need in getting attached to what they say is proof... It'll hurt n it'll fade... Changing the tone in the way the tongue plays the names... Don't hope... The heart is not a home... The end will come so much faster than what words claim... It's all jus as simple as accepting it's jus a phase... Willing to step back n turn to create space in between the emotions afraid to touch... As there's no returning the feel for fear settles in to corrupt the rush... Catering to the feeling to fall completely in luv with turning pits... Eat the betrayal n swallow the pride u think u have that seriously doesn't exist... They all walk away into the unknown... Allowing others to get to know so much n then the switch flips to frozen cold... Planting in the memory of images the mind jus can't shake... Rambling in immaturities talking about hate... Strangers become friends n reside as foes unwilling to submit... It's a brutal relentless childish twist... Watching them move on away from everything they say they luv... It's the epitome of lusts... Sharing the laughter but for some reason selfs the only one that is to feel the pain... It's almost like a self centered game... The odds will find ur tears building walls self cannot even climb to get out... There is no lost n found... All there is is breaths taken until the inevitable screams bounce along the inner walls bcuz no one cares... Do not open up n share yourself naked n bared... Luv is a myth that lies to us all... Live do not pause...

can i get to u.?.

could u hold me closer than you've been hurt.?.

allowing me to enter the jungle of ur luv...

can i get to u.?.

freed to endure what's to come from depths on the loose...

how near the far can i stand next to ur heart.?.

imma need to feel it to know it's been thawed from being so frozen hard...

where's the gentle approach of falling in luv.?.

who's it to be if the seize began to rush.?.

who's got who walking into the great unknown.?.

names are sounds where worth find tones...

how soon the distance to close.?.

where's the door to enter u slow.?.

are u ready to feel something real.?.

drifting in a different direction with appeal...

can u trust the attachment becoming a part of u.?.

focus on the outcome of use...

the standing in the middle of luv so in tune...

synced to the way emotion wants to live loose...

gaining the lose coming back around to say hey...

do u have it in u to be claimed.?.

held beneath the passion without restraints...

looking up to show ur face...

how deep is the feel trickling down ur mind.?.

causing thoughts to awaken to life...

what would u be willing to go through.?.

to get to where u know who's who...

is there any hope to reason with interest wanting in.?.

have u been fixed.?.

u...

u stir me up...

touching the tenderness without reaching in...

i feel the awakening of luv...

as my face expresses u in my grin...

u mix up my emotions...

swim in my mind...

connecting thoughts to devotion...

u feel right...

as u dig so deep...

finding depths on the rise...

changing me...

surfacing to be redefined...

u bring me wants...

looking for the need of trust...

gain me as a must...

flush...

u come on strong...

yet with an ease...

so beautifully in motion like u belong...

knowing ur place to please...

u make me, me...

coming back to life...

making it easier to breathe...

claiming mine...

u know what u seek...

climbing in to my heart...

draining the way i leak...

using my curiousity as a kick start...

u dip...

tasting me so u know...

in a kiss sucking lips...

n u come full grown..

u refuse to leave without me...

so stay if u will...

into me jus lean...

create the thrill..

u are the twist...

here in a moment to become...

u cannot miss...

jus take aim n enjoy the rush...

another lost dream...

i waited for u in my dreams last night...

u never showed...

damn, i thought the one place you'd be was in the drifting away...

deep in the moment of having u on my mind...

i sat in my moans...

missing u n paralyzed n afraid...

i went under jus knowing u were gonna be waiting on me with a sigh...

i was wrong jus past midnight as la la land felt so empty n strange...

guess i shouldn't have figured you'd meet me there as it could've been us upon our throne...

 in our own kingdom, with our own rules opening the gates...

i jus wanted to see u n close the space in between our lives...

roaming, lost, wanting to fall in arms held by luv's claim...

i was beneath the surface looking down on my inner world n u weren't nowhere to be found in my eyes...

u never walked into frame...

no reflection touched my sight...

there was no hope to feel u in the depths of the heart said to be the true home...

 ur face would've made me feel as if i had a chance to be defined...

or maybe u were jus running late...

so i held on before a new thought came along to steal my visions that began to fade as if blind...

in a different kinda reality i relied on the feel to find u as emotions i wanted to unload...

escaping this life for jus a lil while so wasted time wouldn't be the highlight...

i slipped off in the late hrs of yesterday n i was alone without u to gain...

there was nothing in my head but darkness to be shown...

n i looked for the light...

i got lost in my own wonder of why there was only an echo of ur name...

with nothing but air to grope...

jus to awaken to an empty bed with the rain coming down outside...

it was all make believe jus to try to get close to u in my haze...

wanting to feel u land in my arms as mine...

real luv...

is this real.?. i havta ask...
i feel it peel... the heart consumed by ur face that has no mask...
what's the deal.?. i'm somewhat in disbelief...
have u taken the wheel.?. are u the wait of my relief.?.
healed... n willing to step up for life to take place...
it's u i feel... listening to myself say ur name...
it's not i u havta steal... i jus wanna know did we find it.?. 
this is so unreal... i wanna believe this shit...
tell me i've landed in ur air field... n that it is ok to lean in to u.?.
can this be revealed.?. to touch the knowing of the hearts use...
i knew i wasn't made of steel... but this is beyond what i could ever expect...
having no will to walk another battlefield... accepting the crave non the less...
we have sex appeal.!. alive n changing here in the now...
standing in stares that are lit like an electric eel... has comfort been found.?.
it's so surreal...  can this be what time has waited for.?. 
to free what's been concealed... lingering to be felt behind closed doors...
unable to yield... as nothing will stop us...
lowering the everlasting shield... are we really talking about luv.?.

living for the moment...

wanting more than a smile beneath the moons shine... waiting on luv to throw me a lifeline... going under the surface of the bubbles that form a floating heart... shedding emotion of all the extra spare parts... willing to adjust the valve so the flow can jus move... hoping arms will be enough to care come mornings truce... digging within the motion of lips talking to get to know a friend... needing no one but the one til the end... staring into eyes that cannot look away... following sights to prove desires are not cliche... falling further than the break of day that claims the night... twisting the rearrangement of lifestyles in to a moment to confide... fucking with a single presence that makes the difference to the thought of it's a must... holding out to wind up free to be the result of the hush... laughing bcuz joy creates smiles that will not rest... clinging to the feel that bounces in the chest... vibing with the comfort mentioned through heartbeats... loosening to live a lil more with passions heat... luv'n the fill simultaneously opened for the thrill... grabbing for the keep of desires freewill... dancing to the rhythm to be the one motion worth the have... enjoying the unselfishness to make some fucking eye contact...

falling...

it's when u fall in luv with the feeling... going in with a completion of thank u for coming in to my life... reeling... talking through emotion that speak as far as actions can run outta words... it's like a high... knowing ones worth... given to the thieves out for self... finding being alone is nit so bad... accepting the terms to fall in luv with even the pitch of black that help... jus going through the motions the change so fast... n the bad thing is the attachments get hooked on each stage equally as far as the heart can tell... yet it could be the greatest thing to fall in luv with... the healing process that give new life to hope willing if the conditions could accept situations for what they are n how the imperfection can be felt... rounding out jus fine to adapt to the rearrangement of lifestyle falling back into the feeling of having someone to hold the pressing of lips... it's in the dip the plunder gives way to open up to the touch compatible with the bend of relations so two can grip the hold... as the drift finds fresh expressions held in for the right one now before eyes... warmed in the chill of nights that got use to being in luv with how cold it felt being alone... to lose again jus trying to end the repeated pattern of  characters allowed in to leave... always claiming mine... shifting the weight in the heart from side to side for the cycle to rotate faces until luv finds features that become the break in the chain reaction freed from lost dreams... as no ones a solo artist in the matters of falling so far in it feels as if there's no way out.,. smelling the scent carried by wind that reminds passion that the past isn't so far behind if the keeping on doesn't keep in moving... there's no forcing the contents the haunt the devotion by the minds games of thinking to much of what was jus trying to get to something other than what so easily falls from the mouth...  to wind up laid in a friends arms in due time of one day never to lose the desire of an other finding that rhythm grooving...

Jus breathe...

It's when u jus don't wanna be played against ur own emotions is when relations aren't a necessity... Having to deal with immaturities... Bringing in the mystery of misery that needs not turn in the heatred of words... As if children cannot comprehend what it takes to become the comfort of worth... There's nothing like reasoning with another adult that understands goofin is an attraction without the petty issues of control... Luv isn't the attraction as it's the individual that creates the curiousity of a face to mentally mold... No one wants to be changed in to something they don't wanna be... The flip is unrested by who one is supposed to be opposed to who self is without the expectancy of something other... Finding relations hard enough to fit in is the what the fuck in the head tilting looking at the why in a luv'r... Not and to accept u ain't what they want in rare form of not wanting to be an other in there mind... Silhouettes need faces that go without the definition created the imagination locked in to see in plain sight... As the thought occurs that not many have it in them to let shit be... To simply relax n enjoy moment to breathe...

Do we fit...

I cannot be the one who feels the need fit in to what you've become accustomed to... Not without the balance of doing in to mind n finding comfort of life as we move... In all seriousness, one on one is what connects friendship in the heart... Yet if the scenery of family n friends isn't a factor there's no need in making the reinstatement of emotions work so hard... On the teeter of become the curiosity that lingers lifestyles has give n take within reason of living a joyous life... Together is the objective yet there's so much more that comes into play to reside as an interest that strives... As it goes in both directions coming to the center facts that wanna walk with passion ripping loose... Level with me n tell me how u feel me to take the emotion space by ur side goin with what you've got goin without u clinging feel by mine so I'm not playing the fool... It takes two with the deciding vote of who we are willing to comcha a few things that will orchestrate the twist it takes to settle in to someone else's reality being a factor... That way we know our sanity won't turn us against ourselves becoming a replica that appears to act like a mad hatter... There's more to the attraction that comes to be known... To ease the mind the appreciation of differences must be willing to adapt n grow...

Triggering the deepest luv...

The rush of sighs isn't always a beeline to get in between her thighs... As emotion isn't always connected to hormones when wanting to become a part her life... There's times when she jus wants to be held bcuz the shit jus feels good... Triggering the deepest luv she cannot resist no matter what is to come to be alone with her in an empty room... As a woman will remain loyal if a man can reason with the balance of knowing her inside n out... Showing passion not only upon her lips but with fingertips that reach for her to make a sound... It's the attention in the way hearts meet in the middle of life that claims her mind... It's the one way to who she is that'll never turn away if she is liked... Sex isn't the key yet needs to connect the attraction through movement that makes her feel so much more... Finding herself head over heels as her desires are known by jus one as they pour... As the drip from her isn't wet from interaction all together wantin to fuck... It's interest in intimacy created by the will of need wanting to touch her as his luv... As her equal so her feelings aren't chattering what she wants around to give within an excursion where a problem becomes the end of relations jus waiting to let go... It's her worth is where the digging in allows a man to share the potential shared at home...

luv displayed...

opened hands with a slight curve draped over the skin as fingers hang in the makings of prints pressed... can u feel it as the fine hairs force a sigh with the sway of a graze stroking the vicinity of the chests dangling breasts... as passions best craves the expressions about to follow what's being felt in trembles sending shock waves to the mind... whether it's being fucked hard or the grind slower than the breeze coming through the window its gonna be as eyes tell tales of the awakening within the pausing of passing time... feel me hover n touch me in the return of luv displayed as a gesture of worth wanting to get a lil closer than flush... listening to the room play with sound as vocals whisper in the hushed sense of emotion speaking up to confirm the the comfort to show self in a moment of trust...

limits wiped away...

how do u wanna do this.?. lips stroked by a kiss as i fall to my knees or pounded on from the backside to feel to fulfillment of ur fix.?. on ya back or on top grinding ur way in circular patterns goin up n down n around the roundness curve of my shaft.?. how long are u gonna hide the freak from the one who wants to play with ur every fantasies brought to life as we laugh... maybe driven into the pillow face first attempting to muffle the sounds finding the tongue so vulgar hormones awaken... or is it you'd wanna slow it down to involve yourself on a more personal level where we can take our time as emotion will never be forsaken... there's ways to get what u want if the give is enjoyed beyond comforts opening up to find depths surfacing to the expressions upon the face... ridding like a porn star playing in lusts so luv can have the full package held snug by lace... the question is, what the fuck do u wanna do with limits wiped away jus to hear u moan n move to the tongue down ur throat reaching for ur heart throb n pulsate on taste buds craving u.?. i got that good shit n i ain't even boosting the ego with lies to compensate the width times girth i wanna share with only u putting me to use... yet, is the sexual intent open for the pleasure to enjoy the claim of mine not having to go without.?. i can tell u or show u with my mouth of what i have for u in the submissive position staring down... what's ya flow if it were me u fell beneath the levels of layers bypassed making sounds.?. turned on... wanting more... who's who.?. i call truce... i wanna go down on u to come up so far in i swim my way to ur lips... sploosh... kiss kiss...

Come on home...

Your side of the bed is open if u wanna take your place... I'mma be honest, it be nice to get to know your face... Come apply your scent in to my life... I've been looking forward for you to be on my mind... It's no lie the way I would like for you to come on home... To the motion you stir up deep within the contents to felt... Lay with me in a room the mind had no bars that creates cells... Free to come n go... Looking in the eyes of hope... Knowing your name n your shape.... The taste of pleasure with a touch of compromisable pain... Your spot is empty n is waiting for you to snuggle up next to me... Psst, I know you hear me... Breathe... Send chills down my back as you heat my neck with kisses meant to define luv... Lookie lookie lookie lookie look, trust.!. Your pillow awaits the weight of your mind... Spoken in whispers in the silence the nights... My arms wanna feel you as I fall sleep... You don't have fear me... Pillow talk with me if this is where you wanna be... Why do we havta be missed to be seen.?. 

the ability to live...

to be happy with life is the passion one seeks...

turning dreams into well earned realities...

meeting the comfort that lasts a lifetime to enjoy...

never having to be alone with the wonder of the void...

smiling bcuz one can...

getting lost in the living sense of movement wanting to live...

knowing the end will come to finalize the muting from the jibs...

to be is to be willing to accept change is as good as the air we breathe...

at one with the pleasures found to be the snuggle of need...

doing whatever comes to mind that might tickle the fantsy of desires...

with the flow of thought n the the sound of the heart beating still on fire...

never to lose the eagerness in laughter plucking ribs from side that find a vibe in the way creations move...

as something new n exciting is the terms to last longer than the force of intent that has no clue...

to be at peace with self in a state of mind allowed to think...

missing what this world hasta offer every time eyes close or blink...

jus to awaken to a fresh breath in which is the gain of what is to come...

in luv with the presence of senses self can truly trust...

without the senses

close ur eyes, n feel me without sight... let ur mind find me through what's hushed... luv me like i'm the only one... behind ur eyelids shut, i'll be waiting for my friend... ending the drought to be held in ur arms... heart feeling the affect of hope... as moans walk into the presence of like... living life without the vanity of closed minds... ignoring the imagination of time that truly jus doesn't exist... on lips, remove the sounds that quiet the vibes in between us... unable to hear the rush of silence within the comfort in an empty room... ssh, listen to my heart move with the feel of u sinking beneath my depths... as best friends laying motionless in the dark... becoming the art of wanting to stay... needing no face to be felt as a visual drifting with light... hi, i've been waiting on u to come along... as emotions gain strength in the pause it takes to get to know who we are together, beyond what we know... wanting home to be the final destination of resting in ur arms... never to be harmed nor forgotten, no matter the optical illusion that may hide within... grin n come get the patience u seek... free with no need to label what it is to be grown... known by happiness growing old... holding what's worth to be emotionally felt... with no smell to ease the scent to get use to... loosen to the notion that touch cannot reach far enough to land... as a woman n as a man, without the sense of how would we ever understand why we crave the curiousities left alone...

if u read this from start to finish, the rhyme will circle back to repeat it again n again...

Open up...

Within the movement where touch creates passion, emotion is felt... In one form of luv diggin in to the softer side of desires where the heart is said to melt... Opposing the rougher freak enjoyed is a more kinky kinda way that allows the beast to live... Versatility is a must when feeling someone in different ways to be fucked n kissed... Sucking is gentle or deep throated as the face fucking takes the same nut no matter how it explodes... As the licking of some delicious pussy feeds the crave to insert the fuck within walls dripping wet with the roll of moans... Both being a connection of trust to switch it up for the matters of mind to enjoy the feel of interest played out... Either comin inside or on the surface chosen to fulfill the need of pressure reaching its peek by releasing an unforgettable sound... Whether there's restraints or romantic fantasies there hasta be a balance in between who takes control... Or it's all for nothing as the endless void loses the moments where the shunned becomes the choke hold... Leaving unmade motion upon the bed or even the kitchen table to which one prefers... Free the freak to play n watch it find comfort in the sway of luv'rs moving to the touch be heard... Slapping or groping the grip of an azz... Life's too short not to open up n become the secrets that live beneath what one wants so bad...

i let her in...

i let her in...

unpicked n past the wall...

where she's about to find something different...

mucho gracious after all...

looks like finding myself allows her to see me...

n i've opened to the pleasure of knowing her...

finding emotional worth...

she got beneath the tone of words...

no there's no sense of high alert...

behind my eyes she walked...

goin all the way down to where it means something...

real in the way ready is all head nods agreeing to pause...

slowing to an enjoyment...

crawling upon me for the details we share are between us...

i let her in...

liking the fact that relation will result in luv...

twinkle twinkle...

eyes following the shape of an unforgettable face... witnessed to be the comfort of sight as of late... finding smiles felt in the giggles of never needing to close the lids... simply not wanting to ever miss a beat of ur existence... from the left cheek to the right... embedding ur visual physic into my mind... sight wraps down around ur chin to hang on back up to the other side... taking ur texture into the thought process to remember u in the way u come as mine... falling into ur eyes as i jus wanna nibble on ur lip... as these are the thoughts that linger in that moment shared for a kiss to know ur the shit... one look n hooked is all that's needed to be said... whispering softly jus to breathe on ur ear hoping to make u wet... the closer the better as stares hold the intent focused on life... knowing the possibilities are endless as we're unable to look away from what we cannot hide... without a mask at that... feeling the heart opening its flaps... in sync with the flow in one motion loosened to becoming happy... unwinding as lashes show a blink goin under the sense of madly... beneath the feel of the touch fingers reach for u to lean in to my stroke... resting in my palm as that breathless heart beat skips to know the mind is goin home... accepting more than the image that captured the initial wow... lovely is what i see in the presence of how i have the chance to create the now... before u, listening to the silence of the pitter patter waking passion up... beautiful is the fantasies bringing desires to the surface seen in the beginnings of luv... twinkle twinkle... let's mingle...

Alphabetical belief...

If words could do more than talk of ways to say it out loud... They'd truly find reason in meanings of depths rarely found... Like lil posted notes stuck to the mind so truths could never expire... The placement of a letters would create a different purpose to nibble a bite as movement retires... As tones drop hints of syllables into ears where actions can never move... Talking about the depths of who's actually who... Through the tongue shaping sound to get within the walls of the luv n likes... Slipping in as if the breeze gave expressions an unforgettable ride... As what's said is all there is to ever be know... Having more purpose than the clippings of another smoothered dead rose... Lips would be even more beautiful tasting the honesty ripping loose in the heart... All without the need of watching an other so desires don't get chard... Listening for once as to believe in the rearrangement of phrases spoken into thin air... Damn near as if they're all that's wanted, for one to play fair...

No doubts n no hesitations...

I don't have an issue stepping up if it gets me closer to u... No bs, I'm open season for my curiosity to find out the individual within ur own motion that moves... Fuck everyone else willing to stand in line... I have jus as much to give on levels of goin beyond the boundaries where friends can never lie... U see, I found something after so long I'd absolutely luv to get to know beneath the beauty u posses... No doubts n no hesitations to keep me from giving the cause to where life goes creating emotion that fills the chest... I know what I see n I'm in jus to let u know... Who I am wants to play without a need of ever letting u go... Up front n getting personal feeling the need to relate jus goin on the flow of life... Easin past e beginnings of the fresh feel of the hype... As someone u can count on that'll not once turn away n leave u where u stand today... Independent n alone isn't a bad thing but I can add a lil spice to the way u could make my every day... So I tempt u to see me coming straight at u with a fire in my eyes... It's an overload of twinkles that seen u as i molested u in my mind... Yeah the attraction is real as hands wanna get use to feeling their way around the shape of luv... Believe me when I tell u I'm someone u can trust...

Complete...

Held snug, close enough to the heart the vibes can be felt... Wrapped in arms with no intent to let go of  the moment where emotions melt... Resurrected in a new form so hope can breathe the pulse... Falling in to the mood where like feels luv giving trust... Standing erect with a sway as bodies move slowly from side to side... Digging in to the memory being made with u on my mind... Caught by surprise sensation of holding on the cling of wanting more... I'm place n together sighing in the middle of the floor... As lips linger along the neck to assist to a kiss that speaks... Knowing there's something in the makings of how we simultaneously breathe... Wanting the need to awaken in the eyes of a new found friend... Life changed the precise second I knew if I opened up, there'd be no end...

Realities collide...

Walking away from interests due to the facts of complications fun the line... Knowing the heart ache is in the making as attractions cannot get attached with reasons of why... Left to the turn of the cheek rotating the space created in the between... There's no need in unpleasantries down upon a change in relations that never had a chance to breathe... They come one at a time looking for hope of unclaimed affection... Periodically comin on to see where intent jus might focus the attention... As the thought process must be on alert so the heart feels or distributes no pain.. there's nothing more than a waste of time in self having to take the blame... Knowing all but one won't last no longer than the one before... As some linger for a while working wanting so much more... N even though it be nice the consideration must decide due to their surrounding of customs hey in the middle of life... Not everyone is a match for what they allow is what will be expected on the flip side... Causing a mental break to get away from what one would like to enjoy... Yet at the end the day it's jus another void.. An emptiness waiting to happen as worth falls outta the wrong set of arms... In an make believe situation where time can never mold like in to luv's work of art...

Physically attracted...

Wanted by the pleasure of touch... Felt by the motion of lusts... Eyes sink in to the flesh... Wanting to wraps lips up beneath the chest... Kissing the devotion of life in depths of hormones... The the satisfaction of never having to be alone... Sex on demand is fingertips in luv... Feeling the skin of the desired crush... Wanting to taste the bare skin... Shaping the curve of a horny grin... Sharing the body to as climax's run wild... Needin to have fun in ways to please the inner child... Where the drip meets the push of the shove... As penetration follows foreplay fallin to the rush... Pinning ligaments down to have ones way... Passion lives in the decisions upon the face... Picked into a stare moving so slow... At one withw the emotion coming out to to be owned... Playing with the nerves morning out loud... Taking full advantage of a moment to create sounds... From the lick that crawls the memory made... To the suck curling toes of calling names... From top to bottom in a roll... Switching positions as fantasies unfold... Two become one wanting to be use... Physically attracted n laying it down to come unglued... Unplugged the world to have some fuckin fun... Behind closed doors where the walls are hushed... Muffling the vibrations... Bouncing around in a sense if sexual conversation... Relating the need to rely on an other to fulfill the crave... All within a night to become enslaved... Groped n tampering with the deepest details hidden... Submitting to the connection driven... Losing all sense of the fight of holding out... Appreciating the movement of hips twisting n thrusting shifting in n down... Opening up with the intent to be that one... Giving satisfaction to the pants in between kisses intil the tingle goes numb...

I gave a fuck...

I remember sittin on the benches along the river n watching the happy people walk in by... N the feeling the agreed inside my own chest that wanted the norm to come back around n say hi... I felt pain n I've felt luv... Only if the memories could die off so I wouldn't be reminded of what I keep on hush... As my mind recalls all the times I say in an empty room with my heart in my hands... Feeling damn near defeated n taking to the walls when words could be found to express how the thoughts land... Taring a whole within that took so long to fill... It was my own emotion dripping off my face as life spilled... It hurt with no one to turn to but the mirror that had one reply... Don't give up shapes my lips as the sound helped me become redefined... N I still go back in moments that get caught by the chill of alleys as I awakened to turn the motor over for heat... N the nights I could afford hotel rooms watching someone destroy themselves with selfish means... I've been tortured by my own desires that admit they do not want control... Leaving the decisions to be too s thought process somewhat put on hold... As I looked up from the nothing my time here had become... I dreamed of a different place which I was supposed to be where it wasn't so nuts... In solitude looking for a way with only a job that hi m have me hope... I cried deep within as the leak jus wanted to go home... To reverse the error that claimed good intent gone so wrong... I heard the pitty in luv songs sound worse than the sadness of playing along... Lost was I that fought to regain the mistakes turn of events... N it is my item actions that meant well that I will always defend... From parking lot to parking lot I was strong enough not to tap out... Never once did I ever touch the drugs that tore my everything apart as I stand proud... Knowing I found a true meaning for me at the bottom that humbled me more than anything I've ever known... Leaving my past as a lesson for myself to grow... I gave a fuck as I always have... N that to me saved me from a time I damn near went mad...

Standing out in the middle of life...

Making self known for the counter of interests to be seen as open minded...
They'll say ur attention seeking yet in the same breath tell u u need to come outta hiding...
Jus wanting to see if there's someone looking around to see who's who...
Judged for putting self in the light of day so eyes can be the one thing on the move...
Seeking to rock the boat once the determination finds the comfort of trust...
Let them talk words scared of themselves rambled on the tremble of lips that neva hush...
When the faces come n go with interest of their own by opening up to the gain...
People tend to gather their tongues to unroll the fear within of their own selfish pain...
Keeping a look out for happiness they say comes along when we least expect it...
Standing out in the middle of life jus waiting on the passer-bys to take a peek at the twist...
Not caring what the thoughts manage to say jus to talk down upon actions taken to be happy...
Afraid themselves bcuz judgement of character is their own weakness while they're laughing...
Pointing at those who can stand back up n give it a go without disappearing within...
All bcuz some are ready n some jus ain't bcuz they can't fix what they've allowed to break again n again...

in tune...

ease on in but know i'm looking to be luv'd...

don't bring nothing but u n what u cherish the most if u wanna cling to the liking of me...

i'll do for u as i would myself if u can keep it real...

there's nothing i wouldn't do once the terms are seen...

don't let me pass n i'll stand before u as there's no need to look any further...

my heart jus ain't for the faint...

as my mind has envisioned how we fit rather nicely side by side...

as my interests involve a lil mix of us meeting somewhere in the middle of the stay...

choice is all it takes to climb on in to a new beginning waiting to be made...

stepping in to the falling gathering of life allowed so save to most precious memories...

breathing upon lips as minds lean in to a the piece it takes to truly live...

i'm a mirror image if taken into consideration to be the one u come to with a mental leveling...

i don't want to be rude, i'm jus true to self so that allows me to be honest with u...

come get what u want bcuz i have all u could ever need if ur not materialistic...

with a pure sense of luv in need to feel a bit more than half stepped...

jus fall into me n i'll collapse to the tenderized sploosh of landing without being chauvinistic...
equal to a playing field so the heart can feel free to be what it feels...
aligning with what comes natural laid flush or on the move with life...
friends to be in the mix of emotion resurrected to claim a new version added to our realities untied...
attached to the sight that gives purpose to the reason of why...

the changed me...

i know what kinda life i was lookin to have that didn't quite turn out... as the path chosen changed me in ways i've been redefined as someone else... jus by allowin the end to drift instead of savin myself... seems the heart fell in to an emotional state of gettin lost to find the true contents that made no sound...

i could've had the house n the cars n all the things one can buy... instead passion flowed within that refused to resist the purpose of luv... yet a more humbled man stands on terms of worth if friendships are felt within the touch... as there were times i sat at the bottom lookin up n felt selfish enough to actually cry as no words could find the true fear that lurks in the mental vision i seen before my eyes...

havin gone the distance through visions that never had a chance... jus to come present with the ability to perform on all levels except one... to get in is for me to decide who's good for me n who is jus a plaything as their time will never come... i'm jus somewhere else livin in the same world as others choose their own stance...

as mine jus went astray n i'm so far left it'll take me yrs to get to where i should've already been... as life is based on decisions of how willin one is to go either way has the horizons give a new visual every single day... my heart no longer leads the way without the gift of thought to take a lil time to figure what's safe... as the lifestyle i live is still misplaced in the hood livin every second knowin i'm my own best friend...

i'm not the person i intended to be in a financial situation as i would enjoy the know how of havin a better experience of home... thinkin how to instead of what was that took my willingness jus to see if i would give chase to determine who they were... for it's my fault i'm not sittin in my pasts future surrounded by my hard work n dedication to fulfill the comfort of everything's gonna be heard... from voices that never change to the engagements of devotion wantin more than materials that come n go...

n it's o.k. to be an even better individual i seeked in my adolescence bcuz i had an image of the memories never made...... for who i am is the key to what is to come from what society labels the defective me... havin my own train of thought in which it makes it even harder to comply with the rules without true purpose, jus dreams... as mine is comin so i too can live on a different classification that makes more sense to enjoy what no one can take...

life without luv is a home without walls... as sleepin in vehicles is the most humblin desire to be alive from my point of view... i grew up under the conditions of others come before self yet jus after the understandin of what self is as bein capable of havin a truce... i luv me n things have been one the rise to get to where i feel i belong to smile a lil while longer than most can fathom the fall...

someone like you...

you're the kinda different i wanna get used to...
the type i've been hopin existed n still free...

damn, how u make me feel the need to show you what i can do...
i can be yours n you can be my one n only dream...

i've been waitin some time to get close to what i couldn't tell anyone as what i want...

as i can now admit i found me something in you...

with high hopes i myself get the chance to stand in the presence of your luv...
to be what you seek able to live loose...

showin the expressions that come to life each n every day...

jus wantin to be a part of what you have goin in bcuz i believe it could be a great life for me... 

as your smile alone has touch me so...

dropping everything that will not appreciate holdin you close to my everything...

somehow i think i'm never gonna be able to tell you no...

doin what i can to fulfill who i am by havin you around...

as vice versa lets me in to your own in return...

i want u for i know this jus cannot go wrong...

even our likes align with an individuality claiming worth...

so consider me on your quest before time gets away from the touch...

prior to you wantin to hit me back up off the rebound chasing lusts...

i could use someone like you as i know i mean you no harm...

with one word of trust to be believed in as we can jus be us...

acting as goofy as we please to watch one another light up...

in our own memories made find happiness in the mind...

i roll out my arms for you to land if you wish...

i yours if you'll have me until there is no end of mine...