N yet it's another day almost gone... As I wait on the darkness to chase away the light n remind me of everything that went wrong... It's rainy n cool as the breeze is a lil to chilled to go out n play in... It looks like I hatae face the pain tonight by forcing a grin... Knowing what's slipped from my hands that I can never get back... Only if time would allow me to remove precious moments that seemed to always make me laugh... I can hear the wind outside callin for me as I sit silently awaiting the truth to come back to life... It's when I'm alone n the weather falls beneath the warmth of the comfort that memories stir up the mind... Reincarnating faces from my past as they single file run from my touch... Making me afraid to feel anything with anyone else for to they fade in the presence of luv... N the air whips it's own movement to be heard against the windows not wanting to leave me be... Like those who've turned against me for no reason right in front of me... Watching desires mean nothing in the blink of an eye... On to the next one that did a repeat action n left me stranded without them in the middle of life... I wish I could do it all over again n choose someone who would be willing to have me for more than a season changing with emotional greed... As I listen to the leaves blown carelessly like long lost dreams... Removed as if I'm not worth the flame it takes to set the mood in someone's heart... I seem to be jus another raindrop filling a poodle walked around as if I'm marked... N I don't wanna relive where I've been but the images stuck in my head insist on haunting me... Demanding I keep them alive so they can breathe... I believe I'm jus trapped bcuz the next phase of joy hasn't found me as of yet... At least that's what I tell myself bcuz everyime I try, something happens before who I am is truly met...
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