I think I've said all there is to say... N my words jus sit here lookin the black expression upon my face... Waitin for something to happen as if I'm something more than the next... I can't be seen through letters that show the character to invest... Not if I'm too remain locked in to taking out my heart n mind... Lost to the feel of the way it comes from within so I too can remember what it is I miss as time unwinds... Trapped behind my eyes is who I am hidden away like some fool scared to breathe... Yet, this who I am coming to some sort of life finding some sort of means... N I don't know how to put it anymore... I think I've been repeating myself as their no reward... Jus me in my thoughts goin over the same ol scenarios left on mute... Wondering how can I move someone's heart if I can't remove myself from this pattern hung from a noose... Needing to put actions in to play that could very well get me someone with the conversation takes to teach for the vocal chords... That way I'm not lounging around letting life pass me by bcuz I've become a bore... But what else can I say to have what it is the hearts wants to fulfill it's needs.?. There's things that frightens even a man like me... As my tongue misses the daily movement that defines what a friend's truly is... Knowing the type that could bring so much joy to someone like me jus wanting to live... Without do much wordplay creating situations in my head... Only if I could gather the exact alphabetical twist to be heard as they're read...
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