N what if I'm not what you want once you get beneath my skin.?. As if you realize I'm different than what your willing to accept due to there's not to many like me jus wanting to live n learn come tomorrow jus to do it over again... Like your thought process isn't on the individual I am standing singled out from the rest... Let's say I feel something that most haven't a clue of beating in my own pulsating chest... Are you gonna turn away n face the same direction as me as I'd be forced to watch you go.?. Unable to chase yet another luv that couldn't handle the next level behind the doors of our home... Who's to say what you're looking for isn't what I've come to be this far in my own life wandering with the wonder of luv.?. That it is me in the flesh you find so desirable as the initial gesture never fades away the rush... I'm nothing like you've seen before n this I know... N I've catered to the bottom that I was all others have every wanted until time told me there was no hope... I'm not much of anything to anyone after so long as voices change tones... N I jus don't wanna wind up during all by myself believing in someone new that swore I'd never have be alone... I've got one shot last to do it right n I don't know who it is that feels the need to want me the way I'd crave them coming to life... So jus so you know, this is why I hide... In the shadow within a silhouette that claims my face... I'm scared n not afraid to admit my heart has been done wrong n is cautious to the touch that grows attachments that somehow aren't an even trade... Are you not who you say you are questioning me like I've done something wrong.?. Living in the aftermath of someone else's issue left for you to decipher through jus getting along... Who am I but that one guy you met if it's all to come to close before we ever felt it to.?. I'm jus asking bcuz I know what it's like to lose everything trying hold on the nothingness as lies have found the truths...
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