Settlings for what.?.

I'm not looking to fall in luv... It's that piece of mind that tugs at emptiness goin without being touched... That deep cling isn't worth a fucking thing if friends cannot talk freely... As even the jibberish loosens the ability to think appropriately... Singing to the heart without a tune to carry the find... I'm not willing to collide if transparent is the outcome not to far along in life... Bouncing around from old to New in a repeated pattern didn't convince me if anything but no one can commit to something real... N from where I've been I'm sure most can admit were tired of the same ol fuckin feel... Groped flesh as nerves tend to miss what turns n walks away... Leaving the twist to engage with the voice in the dark callin self names... No, I need not comply to terms that abbreviate my status in a switch... Jus turn about that with isn't on the tongue hidden behind zipped lips... I don't cater to in the moment type situations emotions doesn't know wtf is goin on... So I say to myself bcuz no one seems to listen, it's ok to live without an other n watch some porn... The communication never gets couriered confusion bcuz someone always tends to forget the bond... N I ain't committing to in shit if I'm the one losing my norm... Drifting with someone on the fresh sense of sex being the topic discussed... That bs even brings out the flipped tones to the point where I wanna cuss... So I will only go under passion if there's more to desires to breathe... N I'm talking diversity of character as real truths understand the connection is free...