Tucked in n laid out with the motionless stillness I cannot avoid... Bed seems kinda empty anymore afraid to accept something i jus might enjoy... Yet it's jus me laying in the silence that comes around every night... N there's no need in pretending of reasons of why... I've jus become picky due to what I've jus allowed to come n go in my past... N it's my comfort that feels the void wanting my smile back... Yeah, behind closed doors I fall beneath a moment where the light doesn't shine... To scared to open up n see who's what they say they are as I'm too wrapped up with life... As only I know that's a lie that hides me in my confinement dying to be felt... Snuggled up in solitude as I pillows can really replace a body but I won't tell... It's no ones business how I feel hidden outta sight... As even my words are losing their creativity fallibg from what doesn't seem to be coming back to life... Feeling I'm talked bcuz my heart refuses to give in on technical twists individuality my mind tells it out cannot live with... I've gone mental in the pitch of black that finds a tear every so often disattaching from the ribs... As lips that's been shut to be muted so I don't get in any trouble finally had control... Without the sound that creates words feeling emotions eventually losing worth... I've lost hope that someones level mind would be willing to crawl up next to me n jus be for once... I don't believe I have it on me to give that kinda trust... As the numbers on the clock change the further into the morning I go... I'm frustrated with s touch of loneliness as even my desires don't feel the need to roam... So I toss n I turn well past midnight until my thoughts give in too let me sleep... Wanting one thing n that's too hold someone who will never leave...
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