There's no way I can count on the heart bcuz I ain't feeling shit right now... It's jus me looking onward like who can trigger the effect of luv without a sound... Yeah I have emotions but I haven't used them in quite some time... They've been put on idle n have become hesitant so I can regain my mind... So coming from the inner linings of the chest jus don't have an interest unless life lines up... As it seems I've gone full mental to build a lil thing called trust... Friends aren't a dime a dozen like how they used to be... The world has changed n with the mindset it has developed as a me me situation of false fed dreams... Ain't no one worried about nothin but self in a cut throat system designed to divide... Relations don't have the same feel for contact is Young the flesh of lusts that tend to grope the mind more than allow touch to live with life... As it looks to be luv has no depths in eyes always turning away when it matters the most... N to hear lips ramble on talking the same ol bs as the next set only shows the laughter of a roast... So the Pete n repeat goin back n forth is child like as there is no trust... Everyone is in tune with one person in which they done even know themselves unless they've been alone long enough to be humble as such... Stepping back from the chaos to enjoy a lonely life due to the lack of interest in others claiming the exact same thing n not being able to be heard bcuz ears are deaf beyond what ones wants from others wanting similar fantasies... Making enemies... As it's a tragedy a species can turn without reason in a legal realm... Refusing to feel anyone yet desiring to be felt.!.
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