The truth of the lies...

The feeling of a smile can light up the life within... As so many are walking around taking about to give is to get... Being hypocrites n pointing fingers that are confused on their directional aim... Then turn around n tell the world they have so much to give as they claim... Everyone's the same in their minds as they keep goin after the same ol bs like they aren't attracted to anything else... Hiding the facts that they may or may not know about self in how they've jus gotten used to a type the same way they can as another will eventually be felt... Craving the connection they once had in comparison to what it'll take eyes go blind to the thrill that never occurs... Falling in behind closed doors where the smile asks the heart why can't u jus give in so it can stop slapping it's lips with self righteous words... Wanting the feeling of being wanted without the desire of looking desperate so the mind plays it's games... Over thinking the process like everyone's the same that wanna taste ones name... As emotion never tends to forget the horrific betrayal of events when luv awakened to the pain that crippled thoughts... Afraid to dig in n find out the complications of someones else's flaws... Seems worth thinks it's more than the next wondering why in the fuck is everyone on some bs... Trapped in a state of mind sheltering the gift within that cannot reach the exit... N the one thing gone without is the memories never made bcuz one goes beyond limits not to give a fuck about others like it was everyone else that made them choose who fucked them over... Refusing the temptations of rolling around with the attachments of one luv'r after an other.. Rehearsing the play back in the mirrors reflection due to they cannot let go of the past... Finding self in a moment of wtf wanting the content within relations without the turning of yet another friend... Wrapped up in dreams awakening the life goin solo as it tends to come to the mind that it'll never end... Judging some n feeling the need to lean into others to kiss the tears fallin down cheeks from time to time... Caught up in the motion here in the middle of life tryin to decipher the truth from lies... When in actuality it's self that must overcome the choices we make... Willing to take what we put on others as the blame... All bcuz luv awaits if the correction of who we are stands the fuck up... For the sake of simply being touched...