Alive n willin...

Woke up to chasing my mind around the room... Seems it hasn't slept in some time tryin to figure out a way to make it through... It's still alive n willin to go find its sidekick worth takin a risk... Yet the heart makes​ it wanna choose wisely on that type of shit... As the emotion laid down last night content without the coldish games... Thoughts ran through my head tryin to drive me insane... There was no reason other than there's nothing to do at the moment before it would stop... As I awakened to get up, let's go, the day's jus begun in the mornings top... Anxious lil fella it was after the crack that sprung him free... Changin the feelin of want into the meanin of need... At the crack of dawn the fucker has somehow found a way to wanna live... No matter what the struggle is that refuses to release its grip... Openin my eyes to the sight of joy still fuckin alive... The beat in my own chest agreed to vibe one more time... To make the best of things to ease the choices that's held me back... I stood up outta bed smilin from ear to ear fully intact... Ready n willin to give it a go... For life is all I'll ever know...