Hidden away...

Retired n listening to voices trying to get me to come outta hiding... Past the ends of bs fed is self as the best friend cosigning... No more titles nor plagiarism set in the tone of ilu's... As interest tugs on the solo walk attempting to gete to step outside the mind of being through... Jus waitin on time that'll show intent comin to life... Beyond the wickedness of a corrupt luv that'll only let me down later in time... Having someone who wants to feel me sitting behind closed doors... Locking the world out jus trying to get self together afraid of being adored... Frightened by the ways of emotion that turn a cheek... Scared n petrified that wants are more than needs... As that come out n play whispers with a humor that sounds so fun... Knowing what is down at the end of that road is being shunned... It's the sidestep before the sidestep even occurs... Not believing in much ecspecially loose words... Cut from the tongue in a drip to do nothin more than fantasize about... It's the fear of getting sucked into someone's mouth... Thinking everything prior to that moment of the distasteful lingo put on blast... Yet that's exactly what's going to happen as they're left in the past... Looking into hanging it up yet once more due to it jus ain't worth the bullshit... As they come along appearing to wanting me brother they're about it.... The coming n going gets to be a bit too much if u can feel this drift... No, no one wants to be that endless kiss jus to be told they ain't shit...