A new believer in luv...

Give somethin to believe in... I've only come to terms with a repeated end... It's all I know... Wasted time enjoyed til friends have to go... Findin the maturity level fall below conditions... I need a real admission... Someone who feels the thinking process of getting along... One in which don't ever want to say so long... Show me the difference there is in women... There's no need to speak of where you've been... I've been down that wondering road myself... N I to sit alone thinking of how it turns it in never felt... Reassure my interest with belief... Bcuz I'm having a hard time finding that kind of relief... Fell in n wound up looking at walls... As toes the way with that unforgettable walk... I know u know the feeling all too well... How an other failed to perform the tales they sell... Bubbling gums never take a moment's notice... Holding them the closest... I have life inside of me that just wants to live... As the luv put on hold finds it so easy to give... I jus don't want to bury myself in another dead end... When I'm the only one who bends... To whoever may be that dig make yourself known... I'm no clone... Not a repeat just passing time... I've already captured my mind... N there's things in my head I want to do... Interest n dedication giving proof... Losing the mental state of before the now... Ready to get with it n trigger the effect of the pounce... I'm one man solo in the after affect bottled up... Smiling like some shit wrong yet unfamiliar with an honest touch... Going down in my own story made of the aches n pains... Still standing n perfectly sane... I have just not had that guarantee that allows me to be me... Coming from within as I am to be... N I don't want to get caught up in the misdirection of old relations... I'm fully aware not everyone is the same as use lingers beyond the humiliation... Being my eyes of a chance was taken life could be an event between two hearts... Leading the way like a work of art... N I'm tired of playing with words read to relate... I just crave to hear the time my name... Said in a way the step towards her would be my final lean... Connecting the communication living the endless dream... As becoming closer answers the question we all seek... Wrapped in arms that just wants me to breathe... Can u feel me from a far reaching for where I belong..? Drifting with similar feelings vital to emotions song... I'm so sick of the rotation of luv'rs going astray... Realizing worth isn't the intent in which they prey... Hear me out... Listen to the vibe leaping from my mouth... There's a man going to waste unable to revive what once was... N over the bullshit that's claimed the rush... Opened up I can be there lack there of... If the right female is willing to appreciate the little things that have been hushed... Never desperate in the way I move I'm just holding my own... Keeping a look out for the one who digs into my done... Not so far gone within themself... Able to come out n play with an individual in a simultaneous melt... I'm taking about the fill package just wanting to get it on... Physically n mentally wanting more... So where are u at..? Let's chat...