Settled...

Settled...

In a place in my mind all my own... Altered by conditions of decisions to many unknown... Tryin to get at life after nothin ever made sense... Thoughts found the chaos to fuckin intense... Driven to the point on correction that broke free... As the past now cannot touch the memories... Tucked in my head are reasons some could neva choose... The mental aspect drifted n came back stronger than the abuse... Self inflicted corruption was set to the side... N now I sit freed lookin at life... From within isn't of who has become as what jus isn't seen... Yet I find it easy to finally breathe... Alone n in the heart for the luv tried on jus didn't fit... N to each of them it doesn't matter who's actually missed... For the comfort here is an ease that's settled differences within... Making a boy step up to what most cannot recognize as one man of many men... Lost no longer in the selfish ways that consumed emotions feel... In luv with one thing n that is what is real... Lettin loose the creativity of what I've learned... Somehow findin words jus wantin to be heard... To relate as I know I am not the only one... As there's no need for the insanity contently on the run... The mentality came to surface in the mix of all the decisions that went wrong... Yet I too will get along... Buried in my brain are intensions we all seek... Reachin to become a better version of me knowin the difference between wants n needs... Goin from one life to the other is the best way to describe the process of elimination... Placin self in due time that came forth as done with the frustration... Settled nerves have relaxed to be one with time... For I jus wanna be intact as me in a display of rhymes...