Aint no freebies...

Diggin in to the bottom of the pockets where the lint mingles with the ducats that in fact are mine... Yeah I have enough for me so idk what ur thinkin like as if I'mma give a hand out like what doesn't come natural is so fuckin free... I believe U jus may n u jus must be losin ur fuckin mind... Ain't nothin I got worth handin over for it be like time goin to waste as my earnings flutters in the winds breeze... I'd rather give it to the holes in some old sweats from a time where I reached in a lil to far to help those who neva helped me... There isn't a freebie I'd cater to if I wasn't gettin something in return n I ain't neva paid for no pussy so that's shits absurd... This shit puts food on my table as there is a roof that holds up the lights above so I can hit the snooze in the a.m. before I awaken to go get me some more of a so called dream... Don't get it in ya head that I'mma tap myself out knowin my heart knows of the struggle lookin up n looked down upon as callin out for help is neva heard... I feel ya but I've been on that road where givin kept me from my potential n held me not only back but down tryin to believe in other's that ain't with it enough to share there cut to have a lil somthin to be enjoyed... Goin in ain't gonna happen n ain't no way ur gonna make me cross my own thoughts thinking ur the same kinda friend I am... There's limits that have been met overstepped reached n breached teaching me I gotta have my own back due to the constant neglect n void... As I stand in place countin digits bcuz I fuckin can...