he lost his girl

they say he went nuts.
fell off his rocker with bulletproof guts.
playin every woman in sight.
all cuz she walked outta his life.
truth be told he ran outta his own mind.
leaped into endless time.
without her he simply gave up.
turnin to lust.
takin what was left full throttle.
never once tapin the bottle.
for he accepted his reality.
luv walked away with his dreams.
as he invented a new kinds mad.
facin the never endin fact.
he spent all he had at once.
cuz that's all he needed to punch.
outta the emotional disturbance.
hurt for a lifetime in his stance.
cracked to drip to be free.
in his mind he was released.
twisted n aimed at the world.
for he lost his girl.
but if u were to see him today.
u couldn't tell he was afraid.
of what luv has the offer.
cuz he couldn't get any softer.
standin so close next to her.
as his memory will never be a blur.
he remembers for her knows.
she was the one that turned him cold.
n it's insane to think a man could live that way.
but all he ever wanted was for her to stay.
never wantin to luv another.
even though it's over...........