twice the one over n done

did u feel it?
that tension in ur grip.
I jus let go.
curious to what the future holds.
I knew it was comin.
it's not inappropriate to say I felt u runnin.
since the day our luv was born.
I was outta my norm.
so how's it feel?
to get to someone so real.
yet, hold that thought.
I don't wanna know what it costs....


you've been released.
so one last time, please.
stand down.
I'm no longer ur clown.
settle in ur nerve where I got lost.
where ur heart grew frost.
feel my fingertips from a distance.
cuz ur presence has a resistance.
not wanted nor felt.
ur deck isn't full for how it's dealt.
taste me never comin back.
you've been flushed is a fact.
toodles to who I thought u were.
cuz this is the end of words......




that's ran outta time holdin on.
like a fool, so mourn.
ur alone in this world the way u luv.
n it don't matter to trust.
hold on to ur own hand.
darlin u jus lost this damn good man.
steppin back in a forward motion.
swallow ur emotions.
if u even have any left.
ur empty would be my bet.
but I jus don't seem to care.
funny huh, how that moment bared.
scared away the best one for u.
guess ur negligence spoke the truths.
back some time ago.
as u laid up in my heads flow.
you've been found n plucked.
go live with the reality u fucked.
for my ears r def to ur tone.
ur twice the one over n done.
a third time needs not to happen.
there's no since in relapsin....


chasin u left me broken.
lost n hopin.
u don't know what it took.
to simply stop writin our book.
yet, letting go feels like the safest thing to do.
who knew?
you'd be the one after all this time.
I never wanna claim as mine.
go live cuz I'm at a loss of luvn words....


u forgot about my worth.
can u feel it?
the end of the bullshit.
finalizin the grasps freedom.
I don't wanna battle ur so called demons.
remember my face if u must.
I'm no longer ur crutch.
u splintered me in half.
n I'm leavin u in the past........




ur no kinda woman at all.
placin blame when ur the one with the flaws.
odd.
as my heads shakin in a nod.
yeah I've opened my palms to life.
while ur still in fairy land as u hide.
behind a smile that's lies to intensions.
so long n jus in case I forgot to mention.
think of me as if I don't exist.
u left me dyin in the middle of luv not once missed....


u don't even deserve a fuck u.
n that's the honest truth.
I'm gonna keep it real.
u molded a man of steel.
that's the only thing ur good for.
u see, u don't own me no more.
u weren't there to see the effect u had.
I was infected n deprived goin mad.
bye bye now.
I got shit to do n another to luv out loud.....