chained to the irrelevance

the unlovable one.
awakened by the past others think is broken.
in the mix of givin away his heart again.
witness to yet an others fadin emotion.
in constant reminder he has no worth.
outspoken n muted by the unheard.
silenced in the middle of carin words.
harsh n direct from the frustration.
meant to fix what's fallin from the fingertips.
the unknown soldier.
losin the battle of passions leakin lips.
seems he's jus never enough.
achin under the surface in touch with the pain.
ends of beginnings haunt his mind.
standin in frame with his name.
on another level misunderstood.
reasonin with the fire arm aimed at the facts.
reachin from within to calm the noise.
echoin ripplin vibes bouncin to the beatin grasp.
mr. Forever, my everything!
cut sliced n diced, feelin every slit.
like a fish drownin thru the gills.
makin no sense under the surfaces spill.
sinkin within as if anchored into the deep.
down goes the gulp.
chained to the irrelevance of ever after.
knowin damn well it's not his fault.
it's the breeze that changed direction.
comin from the south n now headed that way.
only if he was found as he stood.
unable to play the incentive games.
the man who's been failed by all those whom he touched.
felt n wantin it to jus be real.
He wonders in the proof of his wounds.
how did the candlelit melt the steal?
now jus heated metal striped of it's paint.
somewhat like a clown that has no smilin face.
down to the raw confusion showin a truce.
peekin at pictures to apply the trace.
the happiness that covered his expression.
becomin the truths that made him a better man.
rememberin the let down back for another round.
ding ding, she said ilu n ran.
as the war reached homelands security.
naked without the allie that protected his secrets.
simply forced to break a promise that still has meanin.
guess she never meant to luv without her so called demons.
laughin at the one person that never meant no harm.
jus wantin to be met somewhere in the middle of life tickin so fast.
pausin for a breathe of air the unthinkable set him free.
unwillin to dig in n find the man that wore no mask.
his best intentions let loose elsewhere in time.
to someone new that will also half step behind him.
cuz they to can not hack it.
can not stand in n keep pace.
placin blame on irrelevant bullshit.
he's what women want.
they talk bout him as if he doesn't exist.
a fairytale to those who's lost hope.
yet, he's been drifting in between hearts that abuse n resist......