accused

you don't know the love I have for you.
as I was forced to walk away with the truth.
unusable to you as I was the one that was there.
I seen who I thought you were and I dared to care.
only if you coulda seen how your one broke for you.
in the dark aching alone, the loneliness knew.
you don't know how heavy life became.
knowin you weren't there to claim my name.
the live is as real as the void here walking solo.
yet protection was needed for I was your bozo.
I fell down as the up side stood on my chest.
crushed and shattered as you somehow lost interest.
n and I was the one that snapped from the abuse.
accused of what went wrong in every excuse.
blame formed as the shape of my face.
but telling the truth is what you can't stand to taste.
it doesn't even matter as you linger in my thoughts.
living without the comfort in realities tossed.
you have a life to live as I just ain't your cup of tea.
and you'll never know the unforgettable pain you bein left in my dreams.
unable to come to you I pretend one day I will hold you again.
as I'm unable to step to you is the resistance that plagues this man.
but if I were to attempt to tell you what's left behind.
would my remains be buried before you turned to my pine?
I'll always remain always in luv only with you!
thinking what we could of put to use.
life will never be the same but it's shshaping up.
such n and such, at times it's a little to much.
not that it matters as I was so easy to replace.
as it's sad that I have to forever miss your face.
for me to feel safe hidden from my only.
fucking life has been and it's gonna be so fucking lonely.
I never believed in things that were meant to be.
til the day I took your hand and it set me free.
I'll be the reason we had to end.
and why I lost faith in a irreplaceable friend.
the burden is mine to carry as your a different kind of free.
til I parish with the paranoia of others to coand flee.
I know it's a waste to tap at the unfortunate words.
as you gave up prior to knowing your true worth.