words don't seem to be enough to break through.
n bein felt is missin the point of what should be so smooth.
at a loss on the downfall off the backend has begun.
shortly easin outta what it was I was I meant to u now goin numb.
the condition I'm in is defusin me from ur angles end.
ur forgettin the purpose u once had for me as a friend.
the suppression is leavin me alone as ur not participatin.
as I sit here feelin unappreciated as I'm patiently waitin.
for u to somehow wake up fallin away from what we were.
ignorin the facts u fail to witness as I've started to hurt.
absorbin the effect u have on me left in the middle of this.
ur not respondin to me the way u did as we kiss.
ur different n shy away from the intimacy jus like the rest.
n if I speak on it to save us from sittin apart I'm the issue.
I'm only allowed to feel u as we cuddle clothed away from the tissue.
it's lonely here as conversation has led to our struggle.
ur not payin attention to ur part in this as I'm muzzled.