please, don't...

whatever u do just don't luv me. it might scare me off n i don't want to be that need. bcuz i don't know how to be just that. but this is pieces of the facts. for i know what unconditional is. i've just never truly felt it pressed against my lips. so the foreign flavor isn't something i'm accustom to. even though i like the feel of the way it moves. though that's even a thought that lingers in my head. due to a belief in the conditions of two hearts met. n i don't believe another is genuine in their selfish ways. n i'm tired of rotating names. having to remove masks of what others pretend to be. or maybe it is just me. it is possible i lost the will to open up. as i silently await the moment i once again run. picking at details i know that trigger me. so don't get close enough to get hurt, please. i can't be responsible for something i cannot control... nor defeat ur reasons u hold on to hope. just trust that i'm no one special so it's cool if u walk away now. in all seriousness i have a hard time coming out. so don't think for a second i'm gonna be ur person. there's others willing to give to ur that won't be a burden. i just ain't got it in me to fall back in to step right through another relationship waiting to be done. yeah i struggle n convince myself to shut the fuck up. yet i haven't the slightest interest to feel that kinda pain. friends aren't supposed to become strangers on the other side of hate. unable to see through flames flickering in the night as i lay by my lonesome. i've finally gotten to the point where i'm safe when tongues are hushed. i plead with u to ask yourself what's best for u. in all due respect, i call a truce. i'm incapable of fulfilling ur desire that reach for an honest consideration. as that is a time capsule yet to be opened with consistent demonstrations. allow me to fade so u can find what it is u seek. u won't be around as long as u might think. the feeling of giddy chuckles loses its essence after a while as we both know it to be true. keep me outta ur dreams n remain alive for u have a use. we can not be imagined on a one way street eventually walking into two direction away from each other. n can we just not be luv'rs?