me to share...

 i have so much to say and there's no one to tell it to.

only if there were someone to cut my words from a noose.

it seems they've been dangling in my mouth for quite some time.

yet, there's no ears to listen to what resides behind my eyes.

lurking in the blackness upon my face.

no one knows i have things i'd like to say.

as i wonder if there's anyone out that understands my mumbles rambling on.

u see i wasn't made for this single shit always tempting the whore.

yeah i have one within me that's been wanting to play.

as the mind wins the battle avoiding the pain.

emotion wants to side with the hormones to have a lil fun.

if i just had someone to tell this to we could 

for i'd break my silence in a single moment to be seen.

though i gotta be careful due to there's just not much left of my dreams.

i don't wanna fade the way hope did when it escaped my chest.

although a friend would be nice to hear this mess.

bcuz i know they'd be able to relate to all the bs we've came across.

having the same metaphorical scars that ripped open our hearts.

as it's not a cry baby pity party that i seek.

there's just things about me that i don't want no other to see.

and i really don't want them to know i have another side that hides my truths.

for i ain't for just anyone as they tend to disappear with a vamoose.

uniquely gathered i have me to share.

but it's gonna take someone with a lil time to spare.

a different kinda individual that wants to take their turn.

to open up to a reality ready to define a worth.

as when the convo has no mentions of the tongue motions and is simply willing to get along.

sitting in silence together not once ever feeling lost.

it would be great to not havta babble the way i do.

for the content is merely a reflection of me waiting to be put to use.