Who are u.?.

I honestly do not know how to react to u... U have me talking in circles n loosening the restraints of use... I'm not sure what to do... Confused to how to even respond to ur requests for me to open up n allow emotions to call a truce... U ain't what i'm used to n i'll be damned if i counter ur interest without a thought... I've already paid that cost... Found myself marinading in a few different sauces... As i do not know if u come real n to the point a crawling with nerves that speak in tongues claiming to be flawless... I fear the images u bring to my imagination if things never had a chance... trying to forget the still like motion of a soothing slow dance... As the pain figures out a way to enhance... The feeling alone triggers my intuition to not to trust romance... So i find how confusion it is to cater to the sound of tones wanting to be friends... Knowing luv is selfishness that can create a bitter raw end... Once those drifting feelings are sent across enemy lines to be bent... I haven't a clue to if they can even contest a prior life wanting to vent... U scare me in ways if i'm wrong it'll be the edge of hope giving out from beneath me... Running back to more unfinished dreams... With a new sense of demise that turns on desires in need... Please understand as i speak of truths of how u inparticularly can cause a panic if relations could breathe... As if the dark were to sneak up on me n let me know it's there... Giving a lil intent to details heard if we were to be paired... I'm scared to even admit that a true friendship is rare... N petrified to witness u walking around in depths free to rip a tare of somehow care...