How is it you'd respond if you knew i was struggling to open up.?. Once the initial motion grabbed ahold of emotions n i felt something i used to know that hurt too fuckin much... Would u tell me i need to heal n go on about wasting ur time.?. Or understand i'm feeling some shit out that i haven't needed to find.?. Once u knew i was not in it to feel limits, who would i be as i stand.?. Refusing to adapt to a new friend claiming to be different again... As honest as my eyes can look u dead in the face n say, i don't feel anything... Do u believe you'd turn away or understand i haven't an interest in a false presence forcing its demands upon my everything.?. As i'm jus not looking for a partner to share every moment of my life with... Some things are for me n i don't wanna report to anyone lost in a kiss... There's more than a smile that gets corrupt under selfish intent when lives merge... So if i were to speak of how i jus wanna be me without the rush of passions surge... Could we jus do what we do somewhere in the middle of getting along.?. Or is that something that doesn't make sense to u as if relations are to be prolonged.?. U see, i struggle daily to wrap my mind around having someone around... As in spurts isn't so bad yet i like the solitude of my space on my own as i listen to the stillness of sound... Never to havta pretend to cater to one side or the other... Nor give into comforts that cause an eerie misplacement with someone trying to be more than luv'rs...
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