lets speak on the pain anxiety causes... as fear pauses to pretend to trust luv so flawless... we can hide all the sensitivities until life tells on us... even after we give jus enough secrets that never touch base with what's been hushed... acting as if we opened up as time holds the truth... showing how we never really bared depths that's gone unused... cry with me as if we're happily ever after... going on with moments that only seem to matter... all the while being scared as fuck of emotion awaiting the twist... digging in to the shallows to find hollow wrists... unable to bleed if the end came around the bend to lend some real help... we can talk forever n not once be convinced that we're any different from anyone else... crossing paths can be a thing we do to make do of having someone to chat with... sworn to give in to the lies we spit... allowing the attachment to reach for a shift right before the skin is felt... keeping clear of the vibe pulsating beneath the surface like rising whelps... forced to ache by hands so gentle we can get mangled... landing so fierce with demands we cannot handle what's witnessed as grief dangled... as eyes change stares due to the tongue was not capable to deliver vital details of who we are... petrified to make use of the emptiness in the stillness damn near removing the heart... friends can have two faces for that's what we believe is in plain sight... then we can withdraw from the tingle once it wears off n go on about our way with new memories to paralyze the mind... crippling thoughts to gain anything more than the motionless funk we become accustom as yet another loss... do u as i do me n we can jus finish each other off...
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