i turned to the pain n truly feel in luv... for it was the only thing that could remind me of who i was.... as there's places in my mind i cannot go... they cause the hurt of knowing the heart has been dethroned... yet the feel of the loneliness gives a comfort that'll never leave... shaking off hands trying to touch the inner me... i've fallen some time ago n found reason to remain without an other in my life... no one ever means what they say like the solitude that will forever hide... deep within the limits of my confines is the torment that saved me from the torture others can cause... as i consider it a lifetime without disruptions in a moment to pause... for it was the mind that snapped outta thoughts that kept me the same as everyone else... once i broke free i began to see a different view that left me as my own trusted help... lost as some say bcuz i refuse to feel what most call luv in their selfish ways... living without a true friend is hard yet i'm content enough to stay in my lane... i gave in to the twist that tore me apart as it showed me a new mindset to become... one in which allows me to be who i am without the betrayals that run...
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