alone again...

back to the lonely nights once the falling goes through the bottom...

n jus wanting the enjoyment to last longer than a lil while is not so much happening as if we caught em...

damn relations find holes to leak from every so often when self tries...

losing yet another piece of the belief that there's someone out there that will continue to help the emotions fly...

returning to the feeling of echos bouncing off walls affects the train of thought...

having someone the heart enjoyed that is released due to comforts of flaws...

it could be the stubbornness that creates the loner who hides behind closed doors...

or the fact that luv defeats the mental aspect when others lead with the feel instead of a thought process that wants more...

it damn near discourages the attempt for the pain to settle in to the nerves crying out...

as eyes realize they're once again in solitude going without a friend claimed to be found...

bringing forth the question of how many times a blow can be absorbed by the enjoyment that fades...

jus wanting someone to live with in moments where there's is only their name...
knowing they were liked more than others as if the thought was possible...
jus to endure life swinging through to show the differences that exploit passion as if it's irresponsible...