in a distant place far from reality is where i lost my mind... trying to forget memories damned by my own reasoning's of why... drifting through thoughts that catered to what the heart could never have... i eventually had to accept a better life that was waiting to be had... as i relive choices on a daily that ripped my emotions the shreds... it felt as if my eyes leaked into words needing to remember who i was instead... it's no secret the way i opened up n was forced to erase moments i couldn't keep... jus to witness them when alone bcuz i refused to allow someone else in before i could heal what wept me clean... alone i sat for so long pondering the come back of the legend that had so much luv to give... but even the feel of the revival triggered compassion to a point where i didn't wanna disrupt how an other lived... never to become the one who wasn't ready i waited my turn so i knew i was ready to get at it with someone worth the hype... that way the feel of it wouldn't ware off as if birds awaited an open door jus to take flight... fragments remain as everyone has a where only they have been... in different but similar versions that played out prior to words that promised the wanting to feel again... i coped with how i believed in lusts to speak the truth... n here i am alive n living a new life i enjoy way more than the heartache that claimed my use... i gathered myself while healing the broken pieces so i to can create the motion within my dreams... someday to retire these words n take a chance with a friend who believes in me...
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