it's jus one of those nights...

it's jus one of those nights that dig in to the silence of words muted unable to find sound...
feeling lifeless by the capture of the heart refusing the ability of the mind found...
long n drawn out in thoughts are lines of mistakes contradicting the feel ever to be in luv...
giving up on the  misplaced emotions hiding in the dark waiting on the drift on hush...
falling back into the pain sent from the cores emptiness wanting so much more...
as the memory fades with the flames blown into smoke loosening the depths of the core...
bouncing from the lies to the truths upon the mimicing tongue tasting prior times...
all due to being alone for so fuckin long that's all there is to remember the loss that resides...
not knowing what self is to do with the whereabouts of hope lost beneath the smiles bend...
hidden in solitude as if never to forgive the betrayal of choices that wound up as the ultimate end...
gone is passion from the texture of the hearts design transformed into an empty shell...
yet there's no tears this to rectify the way even pleasure doesn't feel the need to excel...
thinking what the fuck is it that'll deliver me in to a movement beyond lustful fetishes...
banished is the letting go of others as self is the last piece to be removed as a selfishness...
buried is the lips is convo never released to be heard of interests to live another life...
so it's under the covers where not even luv'rs can touch the reasoning motioning the knife...
afraid to enjoy the passing of a friendship before the leaving admits it hasta go...
stuck in a mindset of torment is the needing of an other to show this night can come from below...
wanting a face that needs not to be remembered for it is the one thing not ever trying to flee...
subsiding with the intellect of someone in their own wits remaining the same as a dream...
so the returning finds its way back to the darkness where no one has ever proven on the claim...
it's jus one of those nights where the imagination runs off with the power to to be tamed...