The gate keeper...

Down at the end of the tunnel watchin guard... Mind cocked n ready for whatever n whoever tryin to break my bars... Everyone's been locked the fuck out due to I've been through to much... Emotion only turns the heart to mush... Mindless expressions held by the throat off the edge... I ain't feelin the way luv constricts movement tangled to twist with the thoughts caught up in the head... So I stand on high alert fittin in to my own life... Makin nookie to the exit wounds that released the hype... Needin no armor I defend what's naturally mine... N no, I do not hide nor fight myself behind my eyes... As real as alone can show words how to relate... N havin nothin to do with hate... I hold my own til I know the hands that feel on me exist is a fuckin friend... N if not I'll be this way til the very end...