I'll be back...

I've been there n one day I'll go back... Yet under different circumstances where no one is under attack... Without the expectations that lurk behind backs opened up... I'll go back when it's actually the mind that is content with the rush... As stayin to self is hopefully worth what all of us would luv in return... Awakenin to the birds that chirp simultaneously with unspoken words... Where the roll over lands comfort upon my chest... As bodies lay motionless listenin to the hearts endless reps... Pulsatin so smoothly as fingers touch the fine hairs in a brush like slide... Givin the attention to the reason we sighs... I'll go when I'm ready to release what it is I have to give... N idk when that'll be so let's jus live... Taken moments in life to enjoy for self to find that chill... Relations don't always havta invade the happiness of the thrill... One day I'll show myself to someone I don't wanna go without... Til then we can be what friends are or neva make a sound... The matter isn't mine to dwell on for the pressin jus isn't felt... When she finds me n can relate in life I'll accept her help...