there was once a time i wished i knew who i was... leavin a rhyme jotted in my past that explained the confusion to be read failin at luv... back when everything was put on the table... time slipped as emotion took a hit or two n became unreasonably unable... unwillin to feel the bs they dished as in the selfish ones claimed was real... i got lost givin a lil too much of self n jus needed to heal... n thinkin into the reverse mode i couldnt enjoy the mood... as human as truths could rewind the moments cut short i was through with the games endin its fame with a truce... done n callin it quits before the heart could snip ties hangin on to loosened lips... driftin mentally i knew where i was goin findin the tickle in my own ribs... walkin away from the direction of the relentless pain dished jus bcuz... pluckin out the hooks hung on the passion sunk in to the texture that turned at the edge of the fun... with birds that now seem immature that actually cared to take a moment ro fly... dyin deep in the design of my eyes the drip dried as sighs of relief learned of the meanin of like... but that was back when the prior of the gettin to who it was i wanted to know standin in frame as me... as i was comin back n unafraid to admit i jus wanna breathe... shit was as crazy as livin someones elses life wonderin wtf was wrong with them... when it was me i wound up questionin catchin on to the clues of hints n pushin out the inward cave of useless dents... flippin pages in the mind as my story was far from over... n i went through more than a few different faces as we kept it on the hush side of luvrs... laid in their eagle as it was empty jus after that finally of the boom boom... no, i dont stand as i once stood... things have changed walkin on the rainy side of life tryin to come back up hidin the tenderness of the tip... friends dont ball fists... luv doesnt turn to the reminder of a new founded foes nonexistance as its written... like over luv n we can relate til the end of time... whenever that may sneak its will upon the likeliness of goodbyes!!!
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