Thoughts...

ve been thinkin... N I've been patient... I've been places that are now ancient... Felt the highs as low had the feelin of left alone... N home came n went as I felt as if I don't wanna go on... As pavements took me to different arrangements... Back n forth in between phases... Luv forgot about like a couple times when I actually tried... N even I can't speak for the others that had cried... For I've been there on the same end I thought was funny... Yet I to was lookin for someone to truly want me... I've had a few thoughts of hmm's on the tilt in my mind... Fallen into luv for the first time I damn near lost my mind... Lookin at a way effort failed as I neva went back... I remember how I jus made my way along as it felt like I was gonna snap... At the lowest point somethin within simply could neva quit... I'm jus sittin here thinkin we're all dealin with the same ol shit... Thinkin no one else gets it... N we all know that's an excuse thrown into the same pile of bullshit... It's funny how expectations go to far as the wonder floats in the heart... Daydreamin of where to actually start... As it hit me as still as my consciousness could still beat... Even I was in it for me... For luv is selfish to a certain degree... Jus until emotion gives in to the possibilities we think... Choosin what's best as the mental weights reduce the feel of defeat... As we say me me me me me.... I'm jus laid back n driftin off tryin to make sense of the way I am... N I've come to notice we all have somewhere we've been to change the way we were enhanced... Just livin n doin what it is we do... I'm jus sittin here think about u...