Dames gone bad...

It all depends on what it is u think a man is... What u believe in ur heart as the mind agrees with the conclusion of ur end of all the bs... It's in the way u choose to cater to the type of thoughts lingerin in ur head from experiences that changed ur mind... So I ask, how much of a man hater are u n when will the shit run its course in ur time..? In ur own fuckin mindset how could I jus be me n get behind ur defenses when I haven't gotten a chance to even break in..? All bcuz u think ur the only one who's been where you've been... Like there isn't an other side of the opposin gender barrier that points fingers back atcha in luv with that kinda life... As it's pillows feelin the loneliness as ur head collides with mine... How's the game workin for u on ur end bcuz it sux azz on the flip side of wantin a luv that appears to be nonexistent..? But I bet that to is irfuckinrelevant... Talkin the same ol goofiness instead of conductin self in true form... Without the games of "gettin mine" so moments can feel somethin other than what's become the norm... How is it a man rests in ur restless thoughts..? N what would it take to make ur own emotion touch ur heart fallin for the way I to have flaws..? Questions have answers if maturities can find a way to be real standin face to face... What is it u hate..? What is it that u cannot control long enough to find ur happiness that u seek..? Speak the truth so we can keep the peace... Is there anything left in the way u feel that's good enough for u to use..? Or is it like the men that's also felt the wrath of some silliness that u need proof.!. How has relations played out with the diggin of shovels gettin rid of all that applies to openin the fuck up..? I'm askin about like long before the completion of luv... Who did u allow yourself to evolve in to..? Who in the fuck are u..?