Leakin truths...

Straight from the heart the mind is side steppin emotions that felt so fuckin intense... Found is the bottom of the void hidden away as if a suspect waitin to be caught up in the suspense... From thy truths not jus anyone will do for self to open up n fall back into that forsaken luv comfortin life... Yet missed is the convo lookin through eyes one knows they wanna climb in to the line of sight... As beneath what cannot be seen aches the longin of somethin rare jus wantin to live that's been hushed to protect a thought... Lost in the head of what it would take to grind is empty space wonderin of the curve of her face peekin back in a pause... Jus shallow enough so depths are no longer afraid of the monster in here pacin its return... Scared I am of the touch that reaches in to find what lips jus doesn't release so I cannot be heard... Petrified of a repeat pullin the pieces of me back under the break as a smile is to once again walk away... Honestly speakin quietly behind doors as there's no one I choose to mingle with nor spend my days... Cheatin my own passion goin to waste outta the facts that there's good women doin the same fuckin thing... Opposed to getting back into the tender zone without that spark that reignites forgotten dream... Solo n cravin a rush that brings like back in to play... Changin the expressions stuck upon my twisted face... I'd rather not be hurt by a luv'r who claims to be thy friend... As it's me sittin here misplaced n at my wit's end...