The transition...

I found me sittin alone in a room talkin to the night... Wakin up to others versions of luv beneath their reasons of why... I came to be in luv with the dark where expectations wouldn't let me down... In my own lil world unable to hear a sound... It took time to revive my goofiness for I allowed me to be me n let go... Hands back to swingin as the head nods to the beat of solo... As there is no reason given to return the birds... I was able to catch up with me confused on worth... Settlin the score within as it was only me that gave two fucks... Somewhere where the light doesn't wanna seem to shine I banished luv... Comin to terms with jus wantin the nakedness of a friend as clothes were shed... Jus pretendin til sessions of sex bared bodies lent... I needed a luv'r doin what it is we'd do... As I even shook that bullshit off due to they craved that emotional truce... I got caught bcuz I didn't keep my head on swivel... Now my mind has been dug up n leveled... Back to the basics of payin the fuck attention to what's good for me... As I thought out the process it took to come back to life as free... By myself I sat in silence tryin to figure out what's what... N I've come to a conclusion of I jus wanna fuck... No ties, no need in connections to go wrong n no attitudes of me doin whatever it is I fuckin want... Feedin passion n desires their hungar of bein touched... I do me bcuz I can't seem to feel anything... What a relief to believe I've finally done away with relations greed... Of all that ownership of mine as feelings take a break... I escaped...