Breakin a promise...

The feeling of being forced to break a promise knowing they ain't in their right state of mind will fuck with ur head... Finding unused emotion they can't get to as they try to show u there's no need to pretend... As the addiction shows it's face n deteriorates from the inside out it'll neva fade til u know they're safe... You'll care n you'll fight a battle in which u cannot win no matter the strength for what they're hooked on isn't human as u try to rob their grave... N as thoughts coexists with the confusion of what in the fuck is it u are to believe you'll find a brief moment to breathe n know they'll me be same again... As it's in this hesitant step in a new direction that you'll question ur truths as their biggest fan... Bcuz when ur forced to walk away there's nothing u can do to return to them if they were to come back to life... The heartache jus isn't worth the time or even the so called ride...