All I know is...

I hide what I cannot tell u...
Wait for the moment of Truth...
Find in other pieces of u...
Only if u knew...
I ache inside lookin fir a replica...
Afraid of luv...
Willin to be touched...
Keepin u forever in the hush...
I found life jus isn't the same...
No one quite calls or my name...
It's said differently in their own way...
The don't own the expression on my face...
I try to avoid how I feel...
Yet, ur the only thing I've known as real...
N idk if I'll ever heal...
All I know is it's me u steal...
I ain't gone lie here in my thoughts...
The luv we shared is a loss...
N I've been caught up in correction my flaws...
Stubblin around in a pause...
 I wish u knew how I fear emotions now...
I'm so scared of endless devotion n passions sound...
U see it jus might take me away from the words that cannot reach my mouth...
I'm jus stuck here without main sounds...
Knowin u are the one that got to me...
The one that freed me...
The only one who felt me breathe...
As the ride turned u away from me...
I hurt in ways I miss my friend...
N you've been gone since we crossed the end...
But if u knew how far is bend...
Only if u turned turn around again...
I'd come back to life lookin in ur eyes...
Not carin or givin a fuck about time...
U see my wife is always on my mind...
N these are not lies I havta hide...
I've needs fan or if luv with u...
I've only learned to protect my use...
Lived in this world without lil ol u...
Before n after I touched my truths...
No one will ever do what you've done to me...
I'm still open n rejectin everyone's attempt to reach...
Feelin hands that don't match the way u  comforted my dreams...
Makin wants the same as needs...
I will luv u too the day I die...
Til this thing I have runs outta life...
N I know I'll needs hold u again as my wife...
N it's ok bcuz I have the right...
To live with honesty n jus keep it movin...
We both know ain't much else worth losin...
Idk who in the fuck were foolin...
All I know is my luv for u had been proven...
As I walk on my own as the find what u once did...
Wishin it was u kissin my lips...
Workin ur luv'n on my from ur hips...
Jus know, u are missed...