No hope...

When u lose all possibility of belief in everything around u bcuz it's all bs n lies... U settle down in a different state of mind that may or may not fuck with the way u spend ur time... Diggin in to find what's talk n what ain't... What to feel, think n be that's actually fuckin safe... Gods n  holidays being a lost cause as people are all fake but a few... It'll make u so damn discussed you'll wanna puke... Knowin it's all a show n none of it truly means a thing... Redirectin the way u think... When u enter into realities truth... Life changes in the way u use its proof...