Y'all's choice to do me wrong...

Far from ur norm is where I found myself lookin at me confused... Somehow when I stepped away it dawned on me that I needed me more than when I stood abused... Danglin from ur fingertips that made me out to be the fool I allowed to see how fuckin far you'd take me... Jus to drop me on my face until u needed a friend u neva came to be... I fell down to ur feet wanting to be seen by u to show u my intent to comfort u... Realizin u were no good for me for ur motive was straight to the jugular everytime I couldn't be there m that's the truth... N the fact of the matter is when I was able I appeared unlike u as I neva missed a beat... I found a friend m she too did me the way u did as I went down with a double dose of defeat... I was so far gone tryin to have morals my life stopped not wantin even her to feel alone e way u did in this fucked up world... It wasn't games I was playin for I cared about u through her n wound up feeling for her what I get for u as fingers twirled... N it's here where I've done all I can n put me first the way neither of u ever could consider... So as for the moment my honesty rips loose to speak of the two of u I'mma say I miss her... As I second that with I cannot be with either of u due to the betrayal for drugs that cut me too... Yes, I to accused...