It's always been u...

i felt u n didnt realize it. wantin somethin for so long n findin out u were the ticket. i shoulda known. knowin u were on my mind every know n then carved in stone. always lookin for it. dealin with not knowin when ill get or even find it. i felt u in ways i never knew. unattempted it never to exist til we wer stuck like glue. checkin em off one at a time with a growin list. i felt u without knowin we could co-exist. walkin seperate lives griten teeth n clinched fists. u live in me as u always have n will. as me i will intend to spill.