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Imagine seeing thier face for the last time... In a moment at the end of shared lives... What expression is u think they'd wear.?. If it wasn't the grave that rekindled emotions scared... Leaving u the way they swore they'd never do... To live with the fear of having to start over with someone new... Pretend u gave in to wind up all alone... As they turn away n destroy the feel of home... Never to awaken to their smell inches from comfort... Do u think it would be subtle or yet another tare brutally torn.?. In the exact second where u knkw without a doubt it's over... To have to find a way to heal to wind up in someone else's arms as a luv'r... Petrified to the tingle of nerves shaking... Facing this world without a friend that spoke of never fading... Ending the endless passion somehow lost... Finalizing relations for the tendons to tug at tears stuck in a pause... Think of the precise altercation that splits the connection apart... Having to sit in solitude with a reality ever so harsh... Forever in wonder wandering around in between here n there... Believing words chosen from lips once kissed that were never fair... Can u visualize tbe truth to come before confusion reaches for ur smile set on fire.?.  As the desire to continue the repeated fiasco makes the mind tired...