another early morning awakening in fear... feeling the fading of luv's grips that got so near... yet without a face to go with the depths touched... coming to with a sense of hope crushed... it was the crave that provoked tears to slide into reality... as the eyes cracked to see the morning come back to life to hear self breathe... to lay still with that old familiar linger of empty thoughts... replaying prior attempts in the mind that has been claimed as a loss... emotion tore the walls of dreamland down... turning on self once again before the sun came up for shadows to be found... reminding self of the silhouette trapped within... that faceless foe that cripples motion wanting to simply grin... plucked from a distant comfort the heart woke up n felt what it refuses to ever adapt to again... committed to refraining from harmful memories as movement removes the ball n chain... rising from the pillow to face better times awaiting a smile worth the stretch... knowing self is afraid to sleep in the dark without being able to control la la land's twist to be fetched...
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